~+ Always Keep The Faith ~+~

SMILEY =)

2011-10-08T20:35:00.006+08:00

Whoops… My blogging mood is on again. ^^. So here I am. Blogging. xD

Before I start telling anything about my life, I just want to scream that

“I LOVE SMILEY =)”

Why I have a sudden crush on smiley?

Well, easy. Because I want to remind myself that...

I will always hang a smile on my face. Just like SMILEY =).

SMILEY I LOVE YOU!

College life is just awesome!! I feel so comfortable with my life now and ♥ it so much. =). Although there are tons of assignments waiting ahead but I like it! Because assignments can put you in an attentiveness mode and will always keep you occupied. In addition, you will have the successful feeling when you put efforts on your assignment and the results turn out to be okay. ^^. Hehe. Just like our PSA presentation. I was so worried that our presentation wasn't perfect and our idea won’t be chosen. BUT Miracle happened! Haha. My idea was being selected by “teddy bear”. Feel so happy with it. By the way, you will never guess our title correctly. Haha.

TADA~ TOILET ROLL!

You might find it hilarious but this is what I came up with. >.^. haha.

Ok. Let’s move on to another topic.

Hmph… I can feel the change in me.

Not my appearance but it’s my personality that changed. =). I hope it’s a good thing for me.

Yet, I’m still changing. Change for better? I hope. Hehe. I bet that this change will bring a big impact to my life. Hwaiting Smiley =)

Well, I think I will just keep this short and simple. =). If not I will bored you guys away. (Just like Mr.Wajed) Okay. So that’s all for today. Hope I will update soon then. ^^.

Anyeong. =)

I love my red baseball jacket. cool huh? =P

BOOHOO~

2011-07-29T09:25:00.002+08:00

BOOHOO!!

I have the sudden thought of blogging AGAIN... haha. It had been some time since I drop by and update this dead blog. haha. xD.

Yeah! Everything is back on track. ^^. I am really happy with it. haha. So lucky that my problems were all solved. No more stressing or emo-ing. =D. Wohoo~ I love my life now. ^^. Although I'm kind of busy these days (outing outing outing) and my parents are quite mad at me now. haha. This is what will happen when you left a car to a girl like me. I think they have expected this earlier than I do. >.^. haha.

College is interesting and fun! =D. I love it. Met a lot of friends here and I love them so much. ^^. They actually banned me from saying sorry and paiseh. LOL! @@. Anything wrong ah? I annoyed them too much? T^T. YOU'RE MY HEARTBREAKER~ *pling pling plang plang*. LOL!

I just realised that dancing is part of my life now? haha. I feel happy whenever I'm dancing. Although I might not be a good dancer but at least I enjoy the whole process... ^^. hehe. I might be lazy too... some times. haha! IGNORE ME! damn it. what the hell wrong is with me today? @@. I have no idea...

Well, actually I got nothing much to update. =). Just come here for fun. haha. weird me huh~ I know I know. Yevon, you don't have to repeat this over and over again. LOL. OK!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!!

IGNORE ME AGAIN

haha. I guess I will just stop here lah. Just want to come here sampat only. hehe. Hope I will update soon? when the mood comes lah. haha.

I look so handsome with moustache. xD

TATA~^^~

RIP

2011-05-03T07:16:00.005+08:00

I couldn't sleep for the entire night. Don't know what the hell wrong is with me. Thinking too much again? I doubt that. haihz. or maybe I woke up by hunger? Didn't had my dinner last night. haihz.

Yesterday was supposed to be a happy day. very happy day. Hanging out with San, hy and wy. Besides, yesterday was my first day driving alone. FIRST TIME. Yeah. FINALLY right. ><. Yesterday I was really happy. The happiest outing ever. But... after picking up a phone call, my face went down. Tho I had expected this but I didn't know it was that fast. My brother told me to go back home before 10pm. so I thought my parents were concerned about my safety. I was like yeah. Ok. After that my brother called again and asked me to go back immediately. But I parked my car at San's house so I have to go to her house first. Then now only I know what's going on. My uncle just passed away. I was like... yeah. speechless. I don't know what to say. All I can do now is pray for him. =(

The last time I saw him was a month ago. He was real skinny that time. I really cannot imagine how will I react later when I saw him. ><. My feeling now is indescribable.

Uncle, rest in peace.

Emo

2011-04-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

I don't think I can stand this any more... why?!

will burst into tears any time... ><...

missing you~

2011-04-19T22:23:00.003+08:00

whee~ back to update again.. sorry again bloggie.. haha...

guess what? I keep replaying the same song tonight.. ^^... trying to "upload" the lyrics and the melody into my mind.. ^^. I love this song so much. It had been some time I have ever found a song like this.. that I'll never get bored of listening to it for the whole night.. ^^. yeah.. Tamia's Officially missing you~ <3.. like the lyrics...and the melody... hehe...

well... if you asked me why I like this song so much.. easy.. suit my mood for now.. ^^... missing you so much...but too bad you will never ever know how much I miss you.. haha... I miss you~ feel like shouting it out!! yes! I MISS YOU! I'm shouting~ LOL! ignore.. being samapt here again. ^^.

Missing somebody should be quite suffering right. but I'm the other way round.. I like the feeling of missing you~ it just make me feel good. ^^. and I'm in a happy mood today. =). You made my day. hehe. ^^.

cuase this pain I feel it wont go away...and today I'm officially missing you~ <3
Can't nobody do it like you.. said every little thing you do... hey baby say it, stays on my mind.. and I.. I'm officially missing you~
Well I wish that you could call me right now ....So that I could get through to you some how ...But I guess it's safe to say baby I'm officially missing you... ♥

hmm...

2011-04-15T18:50:00.002+08:00

Back to blog again.. xD

There is some confusion in me. ><. Haihz. I don't know what am I thinking. Seriously.. I just feel weird... ><. I really don't know why was everything ended up like this. ==. But I choose to give up now. I dont know why and I dont want to know now. Really dont know what can I do more. So... just let it be lah.. it's not worth to keep myself waiting... so.. yeah...

ok.. it's just some of my thoughts. ><. haha. Don't wanna care anymore.. i dont care~ I dont care~ 2ne1's song. haha. Addicted to this song again. ^^. Cuz it's just suit my feeling at the right moment. So yeah. haha. xD.

Ok... I think... I will just stop here? Just now I stone there for like a few mins and I couldn't think of anything to write. ><. I'm stuck! haha. xD. So... see ya? haha. Will update soon. and... I MISS FICM... You guys are awesome.. ^^...

Booha... xD

2011-04-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

Guess where am I now? haha. I'm in the library now.. wohoo~ updating blog. still got 2 hours to go. damn boring. haihz. T^T. Dont know what to do lor. T^T.

Actually I got nothing much to update.. just... come here for fun? Most of my friends went to sunway watch movie d. Left the 4 of us here in the library. stone. =/. haha. Kinda boring actually. But I have to save money from now lah. ><.

OH YEAH! Someone sang You are not alone today during the presentation. OMG! haha. He is sooooooWEIRD! I'm really sorry to say that lah.. but... ><. you know.. LOL!

ok lah. haha. will update more tonight.. if I'm free. ><. haha. So yeah.. that's all.. ciao.. ^^

tired...

2011-04-12T21:08:00.005+08:00

12-4-2011 will be ended in 2more hours. haha. xD. OMG! Time flies. ><. haha. In a blink of an eye... I have no awareness that my college life has actually started for 1 week. ><. haha. So fast right. But not bad also...it's just that our schedule is really tiring! haihz. I know I have been complaining about this on my very first day. But seriously if you were me you will feel the same way as I do. ><. but.. haihz.. no choice lah. Still have to go for classes anyway. No point complaining. ><. hope I will get used to it soon. haihz. LOL.

To be honest.. I have nothing much to update about today. So please don't expect anything interesting here. haha. Like I have one in my previous posts. ><. haha. *ok IGNORE ME* well.. today.. it's...Just... college. LOL. went to class then had brunch with friends. Camwhore. haha. yeah.. that's all. OH! we went to eat korean food today. ^^. haha. It wasnt that bad. haha. ^^. But all the songs they played are really unfamiliar to me. ><. haha. I only know the 2 songs from Dream High and big bang's tonight. It was quite disappointing because I expect to hear Keep Your head Down there. ><. But I heard that at Snogurt. haha. it's a bit weird. haha. but nvm.. LOL! haha. at least I get to hear that song anyway.

Finally i get to talk to the Korean in our course. ^^. HAHA. I know I'm insane and siao lah. And of cuz Hyperactive. ><. haha. But he's quite friendly though. And he actually told me that my Korean name is abit weird. haha. I know that when I pronounce it at the very first time. it's like... fine. i dont want to say it here. haihz. Nvm.. ><. just ignore me. haha. Our class actually ended one hour earlier but as usual we blocked the way and just stood outside the Lecture theater. haha. I guess that is our fav spot to chat? o.O. I was too lazy to exercise my mouth that time. So basically I just kept quiet. ><. haha. And I actually fell asleep on chien min's car today. Really cannot tahan d. My eye lids were too heavy and it just dropped down unconsciously. ><. haha.

Oh.. we are having a short presentation about ourselves tmrw. ><. And this really freaks me out. As you can see.. I'm really not a creative people. ><. i really cant think of any special ways to introduce myself. ><. Just couldn't think out of the box. =/. haha. So I think I will just walk out and talk briefly about myself? haha. Who cares. it's impossible to have all the 60 students to be in creative form. o.O. haha. So... I will just be the normal one. LOL!

I'm running out of things to write now. ><. Guess I will end this post for now. ><. Before that..allow me to post some pics here. haha. All the Sampat moments in college. I'm really glad to meet you guys. ^^. You guys are awesome. =).

me and my wife... ^^

took this at Snogurt.. ^^.. =).. love you guys.. ^^

FICM

2011-04-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

whee.. back to update my blog. haha. I'm talking to myself again. ^^. haha. not bad huh~ But you dont have to waste your energy to dial tanjung rambutan's number. I will call them myself. dont worry. xD. haha. ok.. I'm siao now! whee~ today I'm happy~ happy~ happy~ but very tired at the same time. woke up very early today and get prepared for college and so on. ><. got home at 6. wow. kill me man. ><. haha. but today was kinda fun lah. ^^

We had 4 hours break today and our MS lecturer ended the class one hour earlier.. so we got 5 hours break in total. o.O. haha. oh well.. we spent one hour on our "brunch" then.. another 4 hours in the library. Seems like library is our "fav" venue to kill time in college.. o.O. Anyways... library should be a place full of peace and quiet... aiks. But due to our arrival, the library was polluted by our laughter... Cuz we were actually camwhoring using laptop's webcam. damn cool huh~ snapped lots of pics today. ^^. haha.Really had fun. But I guess the other students dislike us cuz we were making too much noises and distracted them from concentrating on their studies. I'm sorry~ haha. xD. After that, I went to have lunch with wenyi. haha. xD. Not bad lah. I really like her dslr lorr.. T^T. damn cool wei! It's red in colour somemore. envy.. =/. haha. I should have wait for that modal... T^T. nvm. my dslr is still not that bad. But I still need some time to work on it. haha. Damn long didnt take it out and play with it. ><. haha. I feel so sorry for my dslr. hehe. Will bring it out on the next outing. LOL!

Oh well well.. today Mr. Winston showed us a music video - Katy Perry's ET feat Kanye West. ==. haha. Actually I dont really get what is the mv about. ><. Really have no idea with it. can guess a little but I'm not really sure with it. ><. I watched for almost 3 times d. ><. The song still sounds annoying to me like the first time I listened to it. haha. Wtv lah.. We will be discussing this on the tutorial class tmrw... hope all the best to me then. xD. haha.

I guess tomorrow class will be slighter better. xD. Tuesday is the only day without 4 hours break. haha. Tmrw schedule is quite packed. ^^. But I think our lecturer will let us go out earlier.. o.O. haha. nvm.. we'll see how tmrw. =). Ok lah.. I think that's all for now. I'm really tired now. wanna sleep d... ciao..^^

Teddy Bear.. ^^

TEDDY BEAR

2011-04-09T23:17:00.007+08:00

My last post was so funny. I have no idea what I'd wrote. LOL! all the typos and bla bla bla. xD. ok.Luckily I'm using my comp to update now. Feel more comfortable actually. hehe. I wont be editing the last post. it's really funny to me. xD. *ignore me* LOL! I'm so into blogging mood now although nobody even bother the existence of my blog. it's ok~ hehe. ^^.

okok~ actually i got ntg much to update. Just stop by and say hi. I'm squeezing my brain juice now.. to think of what to share.. but nothing came to my mind.. actually I just feel like writing something. xD. blogging is fun to me now. haha. I know my eng is sucks but hey.. blogging can actually improve your writing skills. So I'm giving it a try.. xD. haha.

ok~ I'm forcing myself to smile now. actually I dont feel good at all. I feel like spilling the beans... but... I dont know who to share. haihz.. feel so weird about myself... hehe. but I'll get through this soon. ^^. I know I can do it. Hwaiting! haha. xD. Sometimes I really cant understand what the others think. haihz. But this is also smtg I couldn't control... so.. just let it be lah. I will just let my heart sing the song. ^^.

booha~ I'm actually short of things to write besides my own stupid feeling. Seriously.. I'm starting to miss my coursemates d. haha. All of them are really nice and friendly. ^^. whee~ but I really dislike the 4 hours break. This is too long for a break. ==. we can actually go back home earlier if we have shorter break. Luckily we dont have class on friday. If not I will die. haihz... nvm lah. I hope the timetable will change soon? haha. Anyways.. I wish my college life will be interesting? xD. hope all the best to me then. hehe. ^^. =)

ok lah.. my brain juice only left with 0.1ml. haha. xD. guess I'll just stop here. ^^. oh yeah! forgot to mention about the big white teddy bear! haha. Today I watched 2 days 1 night. xD. OMG! The hosts were given a task to deliver the parcel they'd chosen to the final destination. They have to take good care of their parcel to avoid the other members from stealing it. if not they will be disqualified. The show was really funnY! The snatching part was really funny! haha.. and guess what was in the parcel? It was a big white teddy bear!! SOOOO CUTE!! haha.. I always want to have one. but it's not cheap. aiks.. and I regretted for not buying any teddy bear at the teddy bear museum in jeju island! arghh! kill me. I will go and get one next time. T^T. I miss the bears there. All very cute lorr.. haihz..

ok lah.. really got to stop here. I'm starting to feel dizzy now. haha. xD. anyeong world. ^^. see ya tmrw then. hehe.

random...

2011-04-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

haha. ok. back to update again but I am using my dad's xperia instead of using my computer. haha. well... this post won't be that long I guess. haha. but using phone to update is really. ignore all the typo sometimes I might not know cuz I'm still not used to it. XD.

I'll be back... and I am back. ok. the weird feeling is gone. whee. I am happy. haha. I am back. ^^. cheers. lol. I am trying not to think anymore d. just let it be la. don't wanna care anymore. XD. think too much also no use I can't change anything or make the decision. it's fine to me anyway. hehe. I am happy with myself. ^^.

I got my car yesterday. damn cool right. I know I know. haha. but I still don't dare go drive alone. or you can say I have no confidence in driving. so yeah. but I love my car. so cool. haha. silver colour myvi. whee... should go and celebrate one. haha.

the screen is too small. I duno what to write anymore. ok last. just let it be. nobody cares about my blog. but I like it this way. haha. can writell anything I like. hehe. will update more often. blogging is kindate cool actually. haha

anyeong world. ^^.

haha...xD

2011-04-09T21:10:00.004+08:00

drop by and say Hi. LOL. haha. just being radom here. I am using my dad's phone to update. cool huh. haha. will blog more later. hehe. ciao. lol. =D

tiring day...

2011-04-07T21:38:00.005+08:00

Wow... what a tiring day. My eye lids are really heavy now. It will drop down anytime. haha. Very tired and it's only 9.40pm now. o.O. damn early right. haha. I know. College is really tiring.. o.O. Imagine you have to wake up at 5.30am every morning and only can go back home at 6... It will be more suffering if you had a sleepless night. now my brain is not functioning d. Low batt. Need to charge it soon. haha.

Oh well... I still have the weird feeling with me for the whole day. Just couldn't get rid of it. What's my prob. ==. I really have no idea about it. arghh! damn it. weird weird weird.. shoo shoo shoo. I'll be back~

Oh yeah! today went to Sunway with my course mates. ^^. We went to Sing K at Red Box. haha. Sorta random huh. We all decided at the very last min. It was fun though. ^^. haha. and REALLY FUNNY too. LMAO! My stomach was really pain all due to the sickness of laughing. haha. I was really happy that time and the "weird" feeling gone a little... but it came back to me after some time. ishh! ==. wtv. Went out with Quinie, Jasmine, Jeanna, Chien Min, Jessica(s), Brian, Jason and Louis. haha. Lots of fun memory there. ^^. nice one. hehe. thanks guys! you guys are awesome!! ^^. haha. =D.

After that we went for class. of course. Dr Antoon is our English Lecturer and.. oh well... I didn't know English is that complicated. I cant get the head or tail of what he was saying. o.O. haha. My oh My... this is just the first class eh.. o.O. haha. After that... we went to face to face yum cha. Wenyi said she called me from the upper floor but I seriously cant hear anything. my bad. haha. xD. Well... the yum cha session was really... =/.. interesting? kept laughing.. non-stop. What also laugh. beh tahan. haha. Making fun of Brian aka Leopard (cuz he was wearing a leopard skin jacket) xD. There are lots of funny stuff too. But I will just keep that in my mind. as memories.. ^^. You guys are great. ^^. Really glad to meet you guys. =).

whee.. off to bed now.. seriously.. I cannot tahan anymore. haha. tired...Tired...TIRED!! haha. and please... get away from me, you annoying "stupid" feeling. ishh! ==.

ciao!

weird...

2011-04-07T05:19:00.003+08:00

It's 5.20am now...wohoo~ damn early right. I bet everybody is still sleeping now. o.O But I'm already here. Sitting infront of the comp and start blogging. haha! Just couldn't sleep well last night. I've no idea what was my mind thinking and gave me sleepless night. haihz. =/. I think I'm really a weird person. Everytime when I decided to start blogging again I will update almost everyday but when I stop blogging.. haha. I can actually leave my blog there for a few months. weird me huh~ ok lah. maybe it's no weird just that I'm not consistent enough to keep my blog alive. xD. but who cares? only me. duh~ I'm the author of this blog.. how can I not care about it? well. just ignore me again. arghh!

I really do feel like screaming now. Seriously I feel soooo weird about myself now. This feeling is so indescribable and I never had this kind of feeling before. It's really refreshing to me but annoying at the same time. ==. Can't I just get rid of it and just be myself. ishh! feel like jumping down from KLCC. ==. I guess this is the normal part of me now according to my darling. haha. I'm having the same emotion for almost 10 hours and this really drive me crazy. ==. It's so complicated that I even confused myself. I have no direction now and feel so useless. It's like I'm standing at the cross road mindlessly... whatever. Just weird. arghh! what am I talking about. It's so weird. Anyways, this isn't supposed to be an emo post. I've never post an emo post for quite some time d. So.. my conclusion is... dont think about it for now. Just let it be and this is something that I couldn't control. What for I keep filling up my mind with these useless stuff. Focus... Focus... Focus... ok~ dang! I'm back. haha. ^^

Well... as I was having the "annoying" feeling last night. Thanks to Jessica. haha~ I was cheer up by Homin. haha. Because of confession I started to watch back all the live performances and... AH! why is yunho soooo cute!! haha. I miss them sooo much.. and I was screaming all the way when I was watching the vids. haha~ crazy me huh~ I know. haha. but it's so uncontrollable and screaming do make me feel better. ^^. thanks to them~ you guys made my day. hehe. and not long ago.. (one hour ago) Jae just tweeted... and he wrote "JYJ." Just JYJ.

mjjeje Kim jae joong
JYJ.

I guess he was emo too. oh yeah. we have the same feeling. I'm glad. haha! perasan. xD. ok~ I think he misses his members? I guess... I really miss all those time when they are five together and known as TVXQ! AKTF! I will always keep the faith no matter what... I really hope they will get along together some day. That day 8tv showed "Legend of DBSK" My eyes were filled up by tears. I really miss those time... and I feel like crying right now. haihz. I know I'm not a good cassie... but still... I do love them... aiks...

haha.. Junsu got bullied by the other members. ><. they are sooo cute

Maximum~ =)

ok.. I guess that's all for now.. have to prepare for college d.. aiks. hope today will be fun. haha..

see ya around.. =)

booha~

2011-04-06T20:34:00.004+08:00

Anyeong world... haha.. I'm opening it to public... again.. ==. Just ignore me. haha. xD. I suddenly got the mood to blog about something. xD. random enough huh~ I know I know.. xD...

oh well, I seriously don't know why I choose to blog again? xD. My blog is dreadfully dead. ==. wtv~ Just update it for godness sake. xD. ok. I don't know what the hell I just said. again. ignore me. LOL. just being sampat here lah. Need to cheer myself now. ><. I miss those time... last year was the best year I ever had... (except for SPM..==)

oh yeah! My college life just started! Although it's not as cool as I expected earlier but still okay for me lah. xD. Quite fun though and met some new friends too. ^^. Though I was forced to meet new friends cuz I was all alone on my orientation. ^^. Friends I first met was Nikki and she is now in diploma.. =/. Then I met Jessica from Melaka and Chien Min.. haha.. Chien Min went to the hip hop class with me BEFORE! haha. Seriously I cant recognize her at all but she still look familiar to me anyway. haha! What a coincidence! xD. not bad not bad. ^^. and I met my primary school friend and we meet each other in college like after 5 years. o.O. time flies. I wouldn't have recognize him if he didnt add me in fb and meet up in college. o.O. haha. It was abit weird but.. hey. nice to see you again. ^^. haha. Met Eunice and Amanda too. haha. They changed alot! I was kinda shocked when I saw them today. haha. And they are taking the same course as me. ^^. haha. cool huh.. not bad not bad. Nice to see them again. LOL! =D

Anyways... the first week was sorta... boring. We got 4 hours break for almost everyday! wait. Should be EVERYDAY (for the first week)!! my god! kill me wei. I was so damn bored. Have no idea where to go. ==. nvm. haha. But it's still better than stone at home. bye bye! all my lifeless life for 3 months. I will miss you though.. after some time? xD. haha~

And guess what? I went to Sunway on my first day of college and catch a movie "Don't go breaking my heart" haha! The movie was quite ok~ haha. me and Jasmine were laughing like hell. haha. And thanks to her.. I'm addicted to the song "愛很簡單" now. I keep replaying it over and over again. ^^. The song is so nice!! =O. Besides, I recall all my old time with my halo

friends. Seriously.. I miss them so much~ haihz. I miss the time singing and dancing with them. And all those sampat time... haihz.. ><... I really hope to see you guys soon. A gathering perhaps? hehe. hoho~ hope so. LOL! To all my halo friends! You guys are the best and you are talented! haha. dont waste all your talents and go for your dream. ^^. I'm sure you can do it! hehe. Hwaiting!! ^^.

aiks! I'm short of things to share now. xD. will update more often.. I guess. haha~ hope so?! o.O. ignore me again. haha!

I miss those time with you guys.. and I really appreciate it.. ^^.. love ya. <3

and I'm glad to know all of you.. ^^.. you guys are awesome!! haha.

ciao~ ^^

Random

2011-01-07T01:18:00.004+08:00

It had been some time that I drop by and blog. xD. I'm so sorry. Why am I apologizing to my bloggie every time I write a new post? =/. haha.

I seriously have no idea what to write now. ><. Haha. This problem will never get out of my blogging territory whenever I wanted to update. Haha. And it had always been my one and only problem and oh… my grammar problem. ><. I just forgot to count that in. Haha. xD. What should I write now? People come blogging when they got anything interesting to share but I’m totally different. I w0n't write it out when I got any interesting stories (like I've one. ==) because I’m just too lazy to update. But I will come to blog when I was totally bored. xD

So I will just talk about today, that’s the only thing I can blog about right now. ><. Haha. I went to ballet class in the morning and I was late for class, again. ==. I’m always late. Haha. I’m so sorry teacher. xD. It was raining heavily this morning and the cars were moving like snails. ==. Traffic jam. Lolx. Come on, this is Malaysia. But I bet Thailand faced a more serious traffic problem than we do. xD. Haha. So mom just went to her friend’s house and chit chatted. Haha. She was afraid that my dad was still in the toilet and wouldn’t pick up her phone call. So she decided to call him later. This causes the problem to happen! Oopsy. My mom should have called my dad immediately or send a text messages to him or else he wouldn’t have to wait for my mum to get back for breakfast. Haha. My dad is not a patient people as you can see. He just called my mom and scolded her. ><. Haha. When I got into the car, my mom asked me send a message to my dad saying that’s she’s sorry. Haha. I guessed my dad saw that? O.o. And he buys it. Hehe. Luckily~ Phew. Haha. After that my mom offered to go OU. She wanted to buy Jusco vouchers for her customers. I was like. Okey. Just go and accompany her. Haha. But it seems like I had made the wrong decision. It was dreadfully tedious. Haha. I kept waiting for my mum to get her works done. Haha.By the way, I feel so guilty and sorry for my little bro. He waited for our arrival for almost an hour at Mcd. Haha. xD. Luckily he was patient enough, unlike my dad. xD. That’s all for today I guess. I was practically helping my dad to work with his files at night. So yeah. Nothing much about today. It was simply a normal and boring day to me. Same goes to tomorrow routine. ><. Aiks.

And oh! Haha. I’d started my driving lesson. My very first lesson. It wasn’t as scary as I thought. It was kind of fun actually but I drove at a snail's pace. xD. I already signed up for test on the 17^th Jan. Next next Monday. Haha. Very fast right, I know I know. But I don’t have an alternative because I will have to wait until end of February if I don’t take the exam on that day. Haha. So I’ll have to see my instructor 4 days in a row next week. Haha. And then test is up. xD. Kinda cool huh~ xD. Hope all the best to me then? xD. Hwaiting! Hehe.

Oh I remembered last time I did mentioned that I love blogging right. BUT it seems like I didn’t keep my promise to update it from time to time. I just abandoned it for like one week? Haha. I’m really sorry. Mianne. xD. I won’t make my promise now. But I will try because it’s all depends on my mood. I will update when I got the urge to write but I won’t when I don’t feel like writing or babble on something interesting/not interesting.

Anyeong world.

♥ singing... ^^

2010-12-20T15:43:00.005+08:00

Today is singing day. ^^. keep singing only. ^^. and I like it! haha. I should say Love it. ^^. Influenced by IU actually. how I wish I can sing like her one day. ^^. No offence that her voice is really amazing. Can melt my heart. ^^. yes. I'm not kidding and I like the way she sing. Before that I didn't know that singing is such an amazing thing. Songs can make ones feel happy and it's some kind of entertainment too. I dunno since when I started to like singing. I shouldn't have gave up singing when I was in standard 6 because of UPSR. Yes. I know I should have concentrate my studies at that particular moment. Actually I can continue my singing lessons after that but I didn't do so. I just gave up on it. and I regretted now. To be honest I cant sing that well. I don't like my voice either. I know I don't have the qualification to say that I like Music or I love it. but I'm interested. That's all I can say. I'm taking singing lessons at Halo now and I stopped for 1 month just to prepare for my SPM. I have no choice but to do so cuz my parents wont let me continue during the exam period. So practically I didn't practice at all! ><. and now.. after exam. I really dunno where to start. aiks. I wont be meeting my teacher until next year Jan. Aiks. And we will have small competition among different classes on my first day back to Halo. What should I do now? T^T... I want to improve myself. Yes.. and I mean it this time. I just sent a msg to my teacher and asked for her advice to work on my vocal. Guess I will have to record it down and send it to her. =)

oh... talking about music I realized that my juke box got some really weird songs. especially picture of you and wrong number. so weird! Dunno who sang that? or who remix-ed it? ==...well.. I think I'll have to make a new music list when I'm free. o.O. haha.

Let's talk about today. I nearly overslept today. I'm sorry teacher! haha. I rushed to my bathroom and started to clean myself as fast as I could. I scared I will be late for class. But I was late at last. ==. I waited for my parents to finish their breakfast then only they fetch me to the studio. ==. nvm. so... practically I was late for class. once again. sorry teacher. ><. we didn't start the class immediately. We were discussing about the time. Guess anytime is possible for me if I'm starting college on March. So it shouldn't be a problem but the transport that matters. ==. arghh! nvm! I was kind of happy to meet my teacher again. and glad of cuz. It was quite some time I didn't see her. ^^. Teacher Foo, dont worry, I'm back d. ^^ and will try my best to get good results in grade 8. =D. Learned bar work today. finished everything excluded the 4 dances. each dance 25 marks and we'll have to go in one by one. =/. Kinda scary though. ><. And I'm really short of time. I still got 10 lessons to go for exam. I really have to work up now. =/. luckily bar works aren't that complicated but it's not counted in our results. Which means we wont get any marks for bar works but it's your first impression to the examiner and warm up exercises. so we still have to do it well. LOL. After a long break in ballet fortunately I still manage to catch up abit. only ABIT! But I feel weird dancing ballet again. Seriously, I don't used to it. Have to turn out and everything. ><. haha. But I will try my best. Will do more stretching at home. ^^. Hwaiting! =D

Btw.. I GOT MY L LICENSE ALREADY!!! haha. Will start learning next week! I'm still waiting for the instructor to call me and confirm the time with me. ^^. hehe. YES! I CAN DRIVE D! haha. So there wont be any transport prob start from next Jan onwards! oh. and I guess I will be taking my exam on 17th Jan. I'm in a rush you see. cuz parents always go for tournament. ==. then nobody can fetch me to ballet class. If not I will have to wait at Mcd at 7am and wait for my teacher to come and fetch me. aiks. nvm. Few weeks only then I'll free. ^^. hehe. HAPPY!! haha. Cant wait to learn driving. =). Wish me luck then. Hope that I wont hit the tree or something. I remember last time I nearly hit the tree while driving Cheefai's car. Yongquan was in the car somemore. haha. He was really brave though. It was an unforgettable experience anyway. xD. hehe.

Oops... IACT just called to remind me that I'm attending the workshop tomorrow. Have to be there at 8.30am. =/. Tmrw I'll have to take cab on my own. cuz parents out for golfing again. ==. so yeah. I will be alone tomorrow. =/. but I hope to meet some new friends there. ^^. hope they wont mind my broken english. ><. or maybe I could meet some chinese there? haha. Hope they are friendly. ^^. and do hope they wont ignore me. o.O. hehe. Actually I feel kinda sorry for IACT. I think I've made up my mind to Taylor's. Will take one year foundation and 3 years degree. =/. haha. nvm. just to gain experience and know more about Mass Comm and Advertising then. ^^. Hope it will be really fun? oops...=P...

Hey! I really love blogging now but no offence that my Eng sucks. It's so frustrating you know. I want to IMPROVE! arghh... well. I still got 3 more months before my college starts. so I still got plenty of time. ^^. hehe. btw, I'm addicted to IU's songs lately. her songs just made my day. ^^. gee, lies and sorry. haha! I played the chords on guitar too. simple simple one. ><. haha. learned from online one. Nvm I will try my best anyway since I got so much time now. I am so FREE!! haha. xD. ok. I think I should stop writing now before it goes longer and longer or else I'll keep nagging. haha. xD. I dont want to become another Pn. Tang. ><. dont tell her this. xD.

Ps. karyn. When you plan to sing karaoke with me? haha. I'm ready all the time. xD. Just waiting for you. haha.

ok. anyeong world! ^^

♥..yevon

I'm bored!!!

2010-12-19T18:49:00.003+08:00

YES!!! I'm really bored now. I have no idea what to do at the moment. hmph... I dont feel like wasting my time in such a way. Onlining the whole day, watching tv... like what karyn said this is really unhealthy. aiks. but seriously what can I do other than this. =/. I scratched my head for the whole evening but still cant figure out what is the next move. I feel so lifeless now. Everyday sitting there doing ntg. But I like to swim around twitter. Updating myself with oppa news. But... it's really a waste of time. hmph... nvm... I will try to think what to do next. Maybe reading? ><. Actually reading is kinda fun. Just that my house has limited resources. I dont have books to read. Even if there are... it doesnt look interesting to me plus all are chinese books. I feel like reading some English novel. Luckily my mum know an English teacher (her golf kaki)... LOL! So I cant wait till wed. hehe. my mum actually helped me to ask her friend and borrow some books to me. thankiu auntie. Actually auntie requested this herself so it shouldn't be a problem I guess. haha. ^^

oh well. I know what to update now. haha! I'm starting my ballet class tomorrow. wow. I stopped ballet like 2 years ago and I'm starting to pick up again. I know I have to be fast to catch up the syllabus as I'm going to take grade 8 exam next year, probably around feb or march. I'm short of time you see. So my teacher planned to give me 3 classes in a week. hehe. ^^. I kinda miss dancing... especially ballet. I stopped ballet earlier because of my weak ankle and I dont think it's already fully heal as I'm a lazy ppl (as you can see...==)... haha. I remember that day when I was having my breakfast with my mum at Kepong. Suddenly I heard someone screaming and ran to me then only I realized it was my teacher. I was kinda shocked actually I didn't think of meeting her again in such a way. haha. She was really happy to see me so do I. So she asked me whether I want to continue ballet. At least finish grade 8 first... the last grade. I promised her to continue...^^... and my class will start after my SPM which is tomorrow...^^... I'm kinda excited and worried at the same time. Excited because I can dance classical dance again and I'm worried because I scared I couldn't catch up. ><. Tomorrow is one to one class with my beloved teacher Foo... I'd been following her since I was 6. haha. I'm quite loyal right. I know...xD... hehe..

btw, if you are observant enough. You will notice that I took off all my dots away. I'm still not used to it though and I always forgot to capitalize the first word after the dot. ==. Yes. I'm really not used to it but it looked nicer and neat right. ^^. I know the dots are really annoying but I couldnt help it. I duno where I learned that from. I used dots in blogging and texting for many years d. Kinda hard to change it now. I will try my best then...=P... wanna make my blog look more formal like wenxuan said earlier. ><. I need to improve my English as well. it sucks. I know. ==. wenxuan, I'm worse than you. My English standard is not up to a primary standard. Kindergarten standard only. arghh... T^T...

ok then. I guess that's all for today. I'm starting to read again. New Moon. Took me ages to finish this book but I've set up my mind to finish the whole book this time. I feel so guilty as I always gave up halfway. ><. aiks. *piak* anyway, I will start my college life on march if I'm going Taylor's so there will be plenty of time for me to read and improve myself. ><. Hwaiting! =)

I presume blogging is another way to improve ones writing right. ><. haha. many grammar and vocab mistakes here.. I know. ><.

off now...^^... anyeong...

♥..yevon

Taylor's...or... IACT? hmm...=/

2010-12-17T22:19:00.003+08:00

here I come bloggie...xD... well... I'm not perasan.. but I really like my blog layout now... damn nice right...xD... I know I know... thanks for clapping...xD... ><...

oh well... what should i write now... hmm... oh yeah.. lets talk about taylor's... hehe...^^

Went to taylor's open day today with wy...^^... I like taylor's!!! OMG!! lakeside!!! damn ncie right..^^...I hope to study there...^^... hehe... like the environment there....^^... we asked about communication as we planned to study about media or mass comm..^^... hehe... I'm more interested in broadcasting actually... sounds more interesting... but journalism is definitely not my thing... hehe... ^^...I'm not good in writing...=O... as you can see...==... the courses offered in taylor's for communication is... foundation one year and degree 3 years...^^... or diploma 2.5 years and 1.5 degree... lolx...><... I prefer to study foundation first... but IACT didnt offer that... only diploma courses... hmmm... =/... I still havent decide yet.. whether to go IACT or Taylor's...xD... I like taylor's ... but my dad prefer IACT... cuz cheaper...><... haha.. duno lah... will decide after the workshop... lolx...^^... yevon.. hwaiting!! haha...

was helping my dad to work again just now.. my thumb numb d...><... haha... but... FINALLY!! i've done my job... but still got lots more to do...aiks... it's a good thing actually... haha... nvm...=D....

seriously... I dont have the feeling that exam just ended...><... aiks.. I duno why... maybe it's because I'm starting college on jan...><... feel that I'll be busy with college.. assignments... and studies... but at least i can enroll in something that I like... ^^.. hehe... *yippee*... arghh... I'm starting to worry about my spm resutls... just cant get it out of my mind...><... but.. it's all over... I cant change anything... hope all he best to me then...=)...

wow.... just now scared me... I accidentally pressed backspace...><... and it went back to my dashboard... luckily it will automatically saved as draft... if not I will have to type it all over again.. haha...><... i dont like to do that cuz.. firstly... I might not remember what i'd just said... and secondly... I'm lazy to do so...xD... it's weird... and you will definitely lost the mood.. haha...><...

ok lah.. guess I'll stop here...^^... btw... I'm starting to like blogging now.. it's a nice way to express your feelings and thoughts... can write down anything you like... but just have to mind your words... cuz it's open to public.. unless it is private...xD... ok lah... have to go now... hehe... ^^... here i come TWITTER...><... I abandoned facebook d...xD... now I'm more to twitter and blog d... hehe... okok~ stop typing!! ><...

anyeong world!! ^^... hwaiting...=)

♥..Yevon

new blogskin..=D

2010-12-17T04:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD!!

it's almost 5am now... and I'm still awake!! haha...I used 2 hours to edit the html and blogskin... it's quite interesting you know... and fun...haha... I enjoyed the whole process of editing.. hehe... btw... I found a nicer blogskin...LOL! xD...

I'm soooo tired now...><... aiks... guess I have to sleep now.. going taylors with wenyi today at 11am...xD...btw...heard that she dye her hair? ><... gonna check it out tomorrow.. hehe... ^^...

and oh!! I'm really satisfied with my 2hours hard work... so nice...^^... and I love my blog now... haha...xD... will update soon or later...xD... *cheers*

anyeong...^^... should be good night or good morning now? haha...=P

♥..Yevon

♥ ...be my girl...♥

2010-12-16T09:33:00.003+08:00

http://www.mtvk.com/jyj-nyc/

JYJ – Be My Girl

Don’t wanna hurt nobody
This is a song for you
Skippin all the after parties
Girl, I’m goin home with you
Don’t even think about it
You gon feel what we gon do
Cause we’ll be falling in love all night long

Said I know she wanna be mine tonight
She should know that I can please mine for life
And we gonna have a good time, yeah
When I tell you girl it’s alright
You gon be my girl

One look from you girl and it’s too hard to get by
But excuse me girl, I been watchin you
All night’ that’s right, I’d like to
Take this night over
What I’m tryin to say is you should be mine
She should be my
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
She should be my girl

Wanna make you my somebody
Wanna see this world with you
So hard to find love like this
Chances are far and few
No other one can have you
I want you to myself
My heart is open for you all life long

Said I know she wanna be mine tonight
She should know that I can please mine for life
And we gonna have a good time, yeah
When I tell you girl it’s alright
You gon be my girl

One look from you girl and it’s too hard to get by
But excuse me girl, I been watchin you
All night’ that’s right, I’d like to
Take this night over
What I’m tryin to say is you should be mine
Gonna get you girl
Get you girl
Get you girl
Get you

Then I’m gonna love you girl
Love you girl
You should be mine
Gonna get you girl
Get you girl
Get you girl
Get you
Then I’m gonna love you girl
Love you girl
You gon be my girl

One look from you girl and it’s too hard to get by
But excuse me girl, I been watchin you
All night’ that’s right, I’d like to
Take this night over
What I’m tryin to say is you should be mine

><... I hope I was there... aiks... love this!! ^^...

I'm back...^^

2010-12-16T08:48:00.004+08:00

I'm open it to public again... actually i didnt update anything when I privated it... hmmm...xD... oh well... just let it be... xD

I suddenly got the mood to blog... ^^... actually I dont have any ideas what to blog about.. but.. here I go.. keep typing non stop...xD... weird me huh~ I know... I'm always that weird...

exam just ended!! hehe... I dont have to wear school uniform anymore!! ><... haha.. I'm so happy with it... but if our school uniform looks like those jap or kor high school I think I will miss it.. but hell...no way!! haha... malaysia school uniform looks like apron.. no comment about that... really yucks...==... ok...

my high school life just ended... here comes the new life... my college life...><.. I think I will be all alone again.. aiks... when I stepped into high school.. I dont know anyone there... but... luckily I met some new friends... friendly friends...^^... wansan.. huiyien.. jac and wenyi... hehe... and when I was in f4.. this little girl walk into my life...^^... karyn.. hehe... we are both sampat type... always laugh this and that for no reason...><... talk about anything... ehhe... I'm so happy to meet all of you...^^... I know we are having probs earlier... but let's just forget about it k...^^... =)... but remember to keep in touch.. although we are going to diff colleges... haha... hope that our friendships will never end..^^..

last day of school...=)

oh..btw... i reset my cbox d... I duno where all the spammers came from..==... keep spamming my cbox... and I dont really like it.. it's sooooo annoying...==... arghh... so I reset it... and... I changed my blogskin!! haha... I just realised I'm using the same blogskin as wenxuan's... haha..^^... but I'm really lazy to edit this and that... wait till I got time first lah...hehe...

oh gosh.. if I'm going to study mass com or advertising.. I'll have to be good in writing... but..see... I'm suck at it.. ><... haihz... damn!!! TT... how now?! =/... all rojak language...

ok lah.. guess.. I'll stop here first.. really duno what to write anymore...xD... I'm not a good blogger anyway.. my blog is dead and not interesting anyway.. guess nobody will come and visit...><... haha.. ok lah.. hehe... really got to go now... today got lotsa works to do... aiks...

anyeong my little bloggie...

oh!! 1215!! hehe... #xiahday...^^.. I spent my whole day in twitter...><... once again

Junsu....생일축하합니다!! ^^... (belated) ><...

♥..Yevon

2010-10-04T15:28:00.002+08:00

what's wrong with my cbox... stupid.. spam gao gao.. I'm gonna private it soon I guess...><... damn annoying.. haha!! plus this blog is dead... so just keep it to myself bah... lolx...^^...

ntg much to update... just wanna make an announcement that I'm gonna private my blog soon or later...^^.. hehe...

exam day~ TT... hate it!! trials somemore... haihz.. and I'm still here fb-ing... blogging... ==... dont dare to go msn now...><... scare later chat with cassiopeia.. chat till sot!! keep JYJ!! Make me so xing fen!! haha...xD... JYJ is coming!!! xD... oh yeah!!! haha... oh shit!! I havent bank in!! no!! TT... ><.... gonna bank in tonight...><.... daddy!!!

well... nvm... not in mood these days... duno why...TT... sad... nvm bah.. hope everything will be fine... hwaiting!! =)

anyeong

randomx...

2010-09-13T09:37:00.003+08:00

last post was just some of my random thoughts... hmm...

here I am... back to update my dead bloggie...^^...

well well... actually ntg much to update...

but I'm really tired... especially my muscle...o.O...

but I like it..^^... damn long didnt dance till so happy d...hehe...^^...

concert changed to 23rd now.. and and and... that's my first day of exam... JPS paper somemore.. BM paper somemore...==... the next day still got BI... haihz... I dont want exam!!! TT... damn sad lorr... haihz... ppl enjoying... but I'm suffering...TT... sad case... haihz... nvm... just try my best k... so... I have to say goodbye to computer... but I dont think I can make it... I still will come online... haha.. that's me... nobody can keep my comp apart from me...><... I will KILL them... haha... jk... lolx... but this week is my only time to concentrate on my studies... cuz gonna have rehearsals before the concert.. not much time for me to prepare...TT... sad wei... haihz.. no more outings... TT... actually wanted to go out with karyn today to celebrate my very very very belated birthday... but my parents scolded me...><... so... suan le bah... haha... ohya!! I can go karyn's house "home study" haha... then sun bian... go to OU... haha..><... what a good excuse.. lolx... eh karyn.. we did plan that before right...o.O... how come I never thought of that one... haha... ><... paiseh... I'm very chi dun... haha...lolx... later I can ask my mum and see...lolx...

but seriously.. I had enough of Movies this hols... haha...xD... watched 3 times step up... then piranha with my cousin... and then Resident evil with halo friends...^^... whee~ damn fun~~ haha...^^... that's why my parents say no more outing... aiks... sad wei.. haihz... ok lah... seriously... I need to concentrate on studies d...><... ok lah.. see if my plan works anot...xD...

ciao ciao... hope I can update SOON? xD...

朋友

2010-09-06T17:15:00.003+08:00

我真的很...累...不知该怎么做...

虽然今天没什么特别事情发生...

就因为没事发生...我就乱乱想东想西...

我在想..
到底是你们变了还是我变了？

想了很久...我找到了答案...

我承认我变了...

但同时...

我觉得或许认识你们太久了...

我也越来越不明白你们...

越来越不懂要怎么面对你们...

我开始觉得我们的距离越来越远...

感觉很陌生...

没有了以前那一种依赖的感觉...

都是很陌生...

以前的我会毫不犹豫的说出一切...

不过现在的我会开始犹豫该不该说出口...

气也气消了...

烦也烦够了...

想真心地对待人...

也不是那么容易的事...

想找到真心朋友...

也得看大家的缘分...

我也没埋怨什么...

也不想说什么...

也没有什么不满...

能够认识你们是我的缘分...

这五年来我真的很高兴能认识到你们...

虽然最近我们都有一些小问题...

不过大家还是朋友...

大家一起努力加油吧...=)

2010-09-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!!

hehe..this is random enough.. wishing myself at 12.00am... wanted to try this since last year... and hey.. here I am..xD...^^...=D

Daorae

2010-09-01T18:40:00.004+08:00

hehe... Yest was a memorable day to me!! ^^... oopppsy.... I went to DAORAE for the 2nd time in my life... last year birthday is my first time...and now is my 2nd time... haha... wow... one year had past... damn fast right... ><... haihz... time flies...haihz... tmrw I'm gonna grow older...><...

well... cant feel that my birthday is tmrw... haha... just dont have the feeling... maybe i was stressed out by the exam atmosphere... I'm having accs paper 2 and chemistry paper 3 tmrw... well... I'm sucks at acc...cuz I didnt listen to my tuition teacher at all....but thanks to ken yi... he borrowed me his notes...^^... must thank him kao koa... haha... but i havent start studying... god that's the point!! well... gonna burn the midnight oil again.. maybe tonight tong siu again...><... haihz... pimples!! TT... no!! ><... nvm...

well... just lets just talk about yest...><... hehe.... I was soooo shocked when my parents told me that we are going to celebrate my birthday yest morning... at DAORAE!! I was like!! @@..., YEAH!! damn happy... I thought we are going tmrw... like on my birthday.. but my dad say celebrate earlier better...^^... love my family!! muacks...xD... okok... well... I studied add maths for the whole evening...TT... but still... I just failed that paper today..TT... haihz... nvm... I know I didnt do this well this time... hey no exam here!! @@... okok... soo.... hehe... when it was 8pm sharp... my dad reached home and fetch us to daorae...^^... haha... all of us forgot where the place is...but we still managed to find it very fast...^^.. happy!! =D... yest was merdeka so the restaurant was full of ppl...@@... we went to the upper tier...^^... haha!! sinki went there before... they had their meal there before...like 3 years ago... ><... OMG!!! haha... that's why I'm soooooooo HYPER!! I kept smiling... but not as siao as last year... last year I explored the whole place... and keep taking pics like siao po...xD...i still got take pics but not as many as last year... haha...xD... DAMN HAPPY!! SINKI!! XD... SO I'M LOVING YOU~ <3...

well... after that... we order our food...^^... hmm... ordered 2 different types of pork bbq and kimchi soup... and some chicken soup...^^... damn nice!! haha... guess what... cuz this is the 2nd time we eat korean food... so... hehe.. you know lah... the mind sure full of ques one...xD... the touke there...^^... a korean!! of cuz.. lolx... he helped us out...xD... he actually taught us how to eat... haha... funny right... but he was really kind...^^... and I said kamsahabnida to me!! 3rdtime saying that to a korean...xD.... my first time was to hyung jun... anyeonghasaeyo and kamsahabnida... and 2nd to that tauke also.. kamsahabnida... haha...xD.... nvm... I siao d... lolx!! seriously... damn full!!! @@... and NICE!! haha...love it... and we took family pic today...^^...muacks... damn long didnt take pics together d...^^... hehe...

so...after our meal... dad suggested to go sing karaoke...well...of cuz not redbox or greenbox... I duno where the hell is it...like those normal karaoke centre? @@... haha... well... not a bad try...but I wont go there for the 2nd time...cuz not fun... 2 hours only get to sing 3 songs...=/... I rather go redbox... can sing damn long...haha!! xD... okok... so... we reached home at hmm...11... haha... I went to bed straight away... but woke up at 3 to study phys ...haihz... damn tiring... but I think it's worth..^^...

ps... I'm still thinking whether I want to update my blog with chinese...=/... and pls ignore those grammar mistakes... ><... ching-elish...xD

kimchi!! I love you! sinki!! I miss you!! ^^...Yunho!! SARANGHAE!! <3

2010-08-31T01:36:00.002+08:00

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if u leave me

But I do do feel

That I do do will

Miss u much

Big Big world... <3

This is my favourite song... ^^... I feel so touched everytime I listen to this song.. I even feel like crying...^^.. feel so warm and calm after listening to this song... big big world... haha... damn long didnt listen to this song d lu... yest at station one listened this song...^^... nice! ^^... haha...

well.. update about yest... hmm... went to halo at 11am... wow... damn early right...xD... haha...and reached home at 11pm too... nice timing..ngam ngam 10 hours... lolx!! xD... and I got exam on the following day.. not bad huh~ xD... I burned the midnight oil...and I only slept for one hour... actually not good for health... but no choice... I must at least read something before I sit for exam..cant just walk in with a completely blank mind...xD... aiks... drank coffee just to keep myself awake.. it works anyway... haha...and luckily I got someone to text and call with... ahah.. KARYN!! lolx... she studied with me... haha.. my phone bill sure very expensive.. we kept calling each other..@@... phone-study... haha!! xD... ok... I'm really lame... I know I know...@@...

pls...excuse me for awhile... I feel like updating something... but lazy to translate to english... so I just use chinese to type out!! haha...^^... first time typing chinese essay in my bloggie huh~ not bad... ^^...

看看！转回来华语了..说真的有点不习惯...很少打华语拉...^^...可以进步一下我的华语...哈哈...对了！我也忘了我想说什么了..哈哈...

达达,虽然我很少跟你说话...也没跟你合作过...不过我真的希望你不要放弃阿...只剩下一个月了...我们应该珍惜我们能够拥有的快乐时光...应该尽情享受...别这么低估自己..要相信自己...你的声音很好听啊...很独特...你也会写词阿..你还会设计..你还可以当导演阿..童话梦幻的故事很好看啊...^^...不要放弃！一起加油! 虽然我不是很会用言语来表达... 也不是很会安慰别人... 不过我们大家都会很想念你...所以坚持吧！一起燃烧我们这剩下一个月的美好时光吧...看到那天大家都依依不舍的..搞得我也很伤心...今天考试的时候看看手上还有你写给我的韩文...就会很想跟你说要加油！不要放弃..我还认为它能够带好运给我啊... 哈哈...

昨天真的很开心...我喊你也跟着喊...大家一起喊...最回喊的两个竟然坐在一起...@@...我看原本没吓到的人都会被我们的叫声吓倒吧..哈哈...真的很开心...第一次跟这么多海螺的朋友一起出来看戏...还差点忘了另一天还有考试...回到家睡了一个小时又爬起来读书了..@@...而且那一小时也没睡好...不过我也没埋怨或是后悔..我反而很开心能够跟你们出来...^^...真的是一个很难忘的一天！^^...

well... guess that's all for today... ^^.. oops...back to english... haha...^^... time to bed..nite nite...^^

^^

2010-08-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

back to update again..^^... ok... I finally got the blogging mood now... haha... phew...^^... will update oftenly...><.... haha...

okok... yeah!! tmrw public holiday... got 3 more days to study... haha... but I'm not going to study... I'm not a nerd...as you can see... lolx... well... today's paper was pretty bad...><... my chem paper gg d... haha!! I duno how to do... just simply crap crap crap... I finished the paper quite early...lolx...know why? cuz I dont know how to do...and I wont check my ans... cuz I dont even what the hell I'd written...><... so just let it be lah... haha... phew... but mod maths was quite ok..^^.. hmm... but ah... stupid... I drew the line wrongly... gek sei me...==... and forgot to put all... haihz... 5 to 6 marks fly away d... ==... mm song lorr.. haihz...><... fine fine fine... this time exam my mod maths not counted in my purata also... haihz... ><...

well... still got what to update leh... hmm...oh... went to prac just now... at jeff's office... lolx... not bad... finished the chorus part d..^^... hooray!! kinda fun...^^... my mind is full of wedding dress now...and taeyang!! my god... why is he so cool and sexy...><.. like what jeff said.. he's born to dance...^^... which I'm strongly agree with...Hooray!! lolx...

arghh...!! CNblue maybe coming to Malaysia this year... end of the year...><...SPM ah..TT... I hope they are coming but after my spm or before it!! I must go to support them!! ><... they are my idol wei!! but TVXQ is still the best!! ^^.. haha... and they are sooooooo cute!! especially yonghwa! ^^... fell in love with him when I first saw him in the drama...><...

LOVE LOVE LOVE!! EVERYBODY CLAP CLAP... haha...

fine... I duno what to update anymore... if I continue writing... it will be a bunch of craps... the whole page will be filled up with korea!! korea!! korea!! TVXQ! TVXQ! TVXQ! ><...

okok... time to ciao... my thumb numb d...==.. kinda hard to type... but I still can type very fast...haha!! praising myself... lolx!! ><... ok...anyeong...^^

exam...==

2010-08-26T04:20:00.005+08:00

yoyoyo! Time to update my bloggy..^^..xD...

okok... yest was my chinese birthday.. 16-7.. I didnt know until my parents told me about it... hmm... ntg special happened... just like a normal day..^^.. but I'm happy! know what? my dad purposely go boil eggs for me... xD... kinda touched...^^... that's the best egg I've eaten in my life... I love you daddy... but too bad.. mum wasnt at home.. she went out with her friends to celebrate her friend's birthday..><... she had sushi as her dinner... and came back quite late... didnt get to see her cuz I went to sleep quite early... hehe... see..I'm awake at this time to study..><.. gonna burn the "early-morning" oil... haha.. wth is that? ><... haihz... I didnt study at all...again.. haihz... I gave up on my trials... I know how important is this to me...><.. but... nvm lah.. I'm not gonna apply college on jan... or scholarship..><.. I dont even know what I want to study after this... aiks.. but will do my best in SPM.. of course...><.. must start study d ah!! haihz... not much time left... I'm soooooooo dead... 神啊！救救我吧！><...

okok... this is random enough... hey...I thought I should be studying now...><.. why am I still here blogging... aiks... just cant concentrate lah...><.. dont care d... just go through everything only...><... gonna sit for chemistry and mod maths later...hmm... chemistry I mou ngan tai d...><... sure...gg... mod maths... I duno...><... no confidence for this time... as I always sleep in the class..><... didnt listen to teacher... anything lah... just hope all the best to me k... haha... although I dont care much about it... haihz... but still... nvm...^^... just try my best... Aza Aza hwaiting!! =D

haihz...

2010-08-19T20:36:00.004+08:00

ok... another new update... lolx... I'm such a loser...><... aiks... I just cant put things in order.. and cant manage my time properly...><... everything is in a mess now... ><...

I cant focus on studies...><... bad singing...><... arghh!! haihz... I'm sucks.. such a loser...

I need someone to cheer me up...><... yes.. I'm in a really really bad mood... down...><...

I really scared that I cant do well on sat... ><... how worry I am... although I dont take it as a exam... and imagine it as a performance... but I still want to try my best... no regrets... maybe I just give myself too much pressure? ><... arghh~ what should I do now? nanun otoke? ><

2 hours later...

no no!! I cant give up!! ^^... gambadeh!! just try your very best k!! hwaiting!! =D

.....

2010-08-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

dang dang!! time to update my blog!! ^^... ohwell...

........................................................................

argh~ what should I update? kinda speechless here.. not kinda should be very speechless~

my blog damn dead wei...@@... but not as dead as last time... hey! at least I update k..><...

why am I talking to myself... siao siao d...

arghh... my brain is not functioning now... blur blur plus sot sot...

just feel like updating... but duno what to update...

ok..this is random...

arghh!

I duno wth am I typing now...@@...

ciaos~

anyeong..^^...

short update1

2010-07-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

oopsy... short update!!

haha... going recording studio tomorrow!! whhee~ so excited!! ^^... hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow...^^.. well... I'm gonna sing 简单.. ^^... weird... but just try my best tomorrow lah...^^...

ok... I lost my blogging mood now.. haha... just let it be a short update..^^... okiedokie...^^

anyeong...

btw... it's someone's birthday tomorrow... lolx... duh~ just wish tomorrow then.. haha... tsk tsk.. grow older d lor... wakakakaka!! ^^

argh!!!!

2010-07-23T23:47:00.005+08:00

I'm really pissed off now... I cant keep it to myself anymore... I'm gonna explode everything here now! today! at this moment!! my god!! I know I always felt this way... but this time i really cant stand it anymore... I sure that you guys still duno what's going on with me... thought I'm insane or wtv... never realised what you guys did to me... for sure.. you will say I changed d... haha~ yeah right!! my foot!! I'm the one who changed?! you guys were the one...==...

hello~ I'm not your puppet or whatever? and I dont think I'm qualified to be one of your so called "best friends"... well... not even friends...==.... yes... I'm not as attractive as you guys... not as smart as you guys... I'm just a dumbo and doesnt belong to your world... oh yeah... I'm blind... for 5 years... wasted all my time with you guys... being a puppy... following you guys around like a noob... haha~ like I very happy right..==... of cuz you thought I'm insane now... nobody knows how I feel... I'm always the one being ignored by you guys.. I'm always the one that knows ntg... and the last one to know OF CUZ...==... I feel that I'm sooooo stupid... telling you guys everything... open to you guys.. haha~ I wont ever tell you anything anymore even if YOU dulan... only I can tell you secrets but you cant tell me yours... only you can dulan me but I cant dulan you? only I can let you see my phone but you cant let me see... only I can say sorry and I'll never get any apology from you guys... only I'm the bad one and you guys are the good ones... like I very appreciate these kind of treatment?

I'm not mad or unhappy with the incident... ==... honestly I'm really happy to see this happen... but what I'm really mad is because I didnt know anything... you guys didnt even tell me... like "ah~ yevon know duno also nvm one lah~"... ==... even when you want to tell me... you go ask kar to tell me...not you yourself... keep saying...oh kar also know mah... tell her la tell her la... wow... so afraid to tell me right... like I will kill you if you were the one telling me...==... yes! I really dulan now! I know why jac left our gang... and I know exactly how she felt that time... she was ignored by us... so do I...

haha... so... this is well known as the.... what? friendship? MY FOOT!! five years of best friends? all fake one... ==...

yes... I really cannot stand my anger anymore... I'm not a dead volcano... I'm still very active...and will explode any moment... I wont private my blog this time... and let you guys read... last time I dont dare to scold you guys in here... and now I dare... know why? last time I still hoping that you guys might change... but I was totally wrong... and I wont hope on that anymore? I scared when I post this out we might not like each other... maybe cant be friends also... but I wont think so much now...==...

if you guys think that I'm wrong and you are right... wow~ just go ahead... I dont care...==...

so this is the so called "" haha~ five years of friendship~"... very insulting right...==

halo k? xD

2010-07-19T18:31:00.002+08:00

wow... I know I know... damn dead right... whee~ xD... ok... back here to update again.. lolx... just feel like updating about yest...^^...

whee~ had exam yest... and I was the pianist... walao... I was so darn nervous that I thought I might play the wrong chord... but everything went smoothly...^^... quite satisfied with our performance... ^^... I like the song... small case...^^... vianz is really talented... I love her~ whee~ xD... ok... our exam started at 3pm and ended at around 5... very fast right... only 7 groups mah... sure lah... lolx... so after that... all of us planned to go the curve to sing k... but they changed their mind at last and went to sg.wang instead...=/... quite far right... I was asking for permission from my mum... surprisingly she let me go... but only the transport problem that troubling me...==... damn wt* right... ==... how I hope I can drive now... can go anywhere I want...==... like last fri... malam bakat... I was forced to take cab to kdu cuz no transport... stupid shit! =/... wasted 6 bucks... aiks...TT... cry die me lah...haihz... okok... this isn't the right time to talk about this... oh well... luckily one of my halo friend, eqi can fetch me home... I love her soooo much... haha... she live in the same area as me... I'm glad to have a friend that live near me...^^... XOXO... lolx...xD.... okok... well... we booked 3 rooms and we got around 20 ppl... haha~ fun wei... keep running here and there... lolx... sang quite a number of songs...^^... all damn pro in singing wei... but I was practically screaming all the time... aha... especially while singing balloons... cant help it... sinki mah... my hubby...xD... ok... there was this guy... his voice sounds exactly like JJ... I was like..o.O... wow... haha... damn pro... all very pro lah... and another guy kept covering his face when I was recording them singing... funny wei~ yest was fun anyway... but time flies... me and eqi had to go back at 9pm as we got school the next morning... but I still skipped school today... cuz I was tooo tired... haha...sorry~ lolx~ it was fun anyway...^^

ok lah~ that's all for yest... hmm... I dont think I will update anything about mb... too long winded... haha... but it was a fun night anyway... but too bad... someone took my hat... hiahz... and it costs 20 bucks... sam tong...TT... aiks...

anyeong...^^

argh!!!!

2010-06-24T14:38:00.003+08:00

hiahz... yest really was my bad day ever... haihz... first time in my life... I forgot my lines when I was presenting my speech on the stage!! FIRST TIME!! I... haihz... I just feel like killing myself now!! TT... what on earth was I thinking at that moment!!! YISHHH!!!!!!!

nvm... the worst part is... when I got into the car.. I told my dad about it... and guess what?! he scolded me... WTH? I dont want to talk about the conversation between us here... and then... I cried... I duno why... but I cant stand it anymore... I really cannot tahan my tears from flowing out.. I just... haihz... I locked myself in room for the whole day... I just~ haihz... I duno why I will act like this... but just.. I cant feel any warmth in my house anymore... even my school chinese teachers came to me and give me some moral support... but my parents were totally terbalik... haihz.. TT...

I really hate myself... I duno why I forgot my lines... my mind went blank at that moment... and I started to panic... and... sudd I lost confidence to myself... no more hope... I gave up d... and my parents keep on asking why I forgot? how I know!! wth?! my mind went blank and nothing came out from my mouth so I just pause for a little while... and you keep asking me for reason... and explanation for it... wth?! then keep on bla bla bla shit!!! yishh!!! I really hate it!!!!!

I felt happier in school... today I cried for the second time again... this turn was my mum... they just couldnt understand how I feel... and keep on nagging about it... and go on and on... they didnt care how I feel... they just telling me things at the wrong time... how you want me to listen to your advice... argghhh!!! I really feel like screaming now!!

5th and 6th day in halo

2010-06-16T23:24:00.004+08:00

ok... back to update again... it's time to update last sat and sun stuff again~ lolx

sat!

haha~ we had 我爱我的麦克风 and 话要说清楚... lolx! kinda fun actually... we actually had some physics in 我爱我的麦克风... about sound wave, frequency and those~ lolx~ not bad.. it was fun anyway.. haha... and the after dinner we had 话要说清楚... hmm... as you can see... we are supposed to learn the proper way to speak chinese.. like the pronunciation and the correct way to answer... lolx... this helps in singing too... haha... if not you will sing like jay chou.. haha... but that's his style of singing right? must respect also...^^... I like his music though.. nice!! hehe... so...that's all for that day...

sun!

hmm... had our very first singing class... wow! our teacher is really energetic... well known as chilla teacher... she is really geng... you should listen to her voice!! OMG!!! haha!! SHE IS SO DARN PRO!! lolx.. and I like the way she talks... ^^... very cute... lolx... must learn the correct way of singing d... I always use my throat to sing which is incorrect... haha.. you have to use your diaphragm to sing... and that's the correct way.. haha!! lolx wei... I have to learn anyway.. must ask karyn to help me d..xD.... I sang 一起玩.. and I raised 2 keys... lolx... the background voice like chipmuncks... haha!! damn funny lah wei... ok... that's all... and I'm really looking forward to the next singing class!! ^^... oh.. there is this really funny incident~ haha... there's this guy... hmm...he got some pitching prob... and our teacher is a female... obviously... lolx... so you know... the guy's key and the girl's key are different... so that guy couldnt sing the key that chilla teacher sang...so she asked any guy in our class can sing that pitch... and guy b popped out!! lolx... haha... he sang it correctly... and guess what... he continued to sing the whole song!! all of us was laughing like hell... he was supposed to sing that phrase only... but he keep on continuing... haha... well.. you might not get what I'm trying to say here... cuz you werent there!! my god! that was the funniest thing on that day...xD... well.. that's all... lolx

hmmm... haha... I feel like recording down all my moments and times in halo... cuz the life is really interesting... lolx... and I like the friends there... they are all very friendly...and lovable...^^... haha... but... I'm still like a siao po there... lolx... should I say hyperactive? lolx... aiks... okok... skip this part... and ignore it...lolx

watched THE A-TEAM and THE KILLERS... lolx... I like A TEAM... omg... especially that little crazy pilot!! haha... damn funny lah him... I like him...xD... and the killers... whiuwit!! the main actor is damn freaking hot!lolx... well... hot is definitely not the world I normally use... I use cute more often right... haha... but... use cute to describe him is abit off... lolx... I duno his name... I mean I cant remember...just that he's hot! lolx wei... xD... malaysia hot guys all extinct d? @@...

okok... update about today... lolx!! well.. we had dance prac... xD... from 10 to 2... haha.. finished the whole chorus... lolx... finally~ haha... and then we had lunch break at 12.30pm.. went to eat sushi...o.O... all didnt bring money... tsk tsk... I almost broke wei... lolx.. jk lah... then played piano for the whole evening...^^... damn fun... oh! I decided to sing 稻香 during keyboard class... the song is fun and the chords are easy... cuz c family... the basics... lolx!!!

ok lah... that's all lah... damn chiong hei... xD...

anyeong..^^

3rd and 4th day in halo

2010-06-09T10:15:00.006+08:00

my blog is really really dead...

passer by : your blog is dead all the time la dik...

aiks... ya... which is true... nobody visit... so dont wanna care also..xD... just some random update... ok well... not random... just wanna share my life in halo..xD... maybe some of you might feel annoying with it...but just click the exit up there if you are not interested...^^... oh... I think I'm going to private my blog again... xD...^^...

well... it's abit late to update sat and sat stuff right now...xD... sorry... wasnt in blogging mood at that particular moment...xD....

ok... well... we had our first dancing class...^^...oh yeah! haha... Justin came taught us instead of chris...^^... he is really... well... lame+funny~ haha!! iron man...lolx wei... and no offence that... all those hip hop dancers are really really perasan... haha... anyone is with me? xD... ya... we had a fun time in dancing class..^^.. actually we learned the whole dance...whee~ very very fun... I miss my form 3 year...TT... haihz... that time I got ballet, hip hop and line dancing... damn nice... and fun... but now... I got nothing but only tuition...TT... what a sad thing... haihz... I can only start learning hip hop after spm... TT... nvm... must appreciate the dancing time in halo..xD... btw, I was sweating like mad after the class...o.O... damn.. aiks... nvm... ok... after that... we had our dinner... I mean break... with a group of friends..^^... all of us keng gai keng gai... damn fun~ lolx... ok... after that... keyboard class!! whee~ another fun time...^^... finally I know how to play piano and sing at the same time... although I know the basics only... XD... fun time... will practice more...^^... ok...that's all for sat...

hmm... sun we had some... well... also can known as... ceramah? lolx... hmm... whole day sitting there listen to 丽萍姐 and ask ques...^^... yea... learned alot of things also...^^... btw... we have to introduce ourselves AGAIN in a creative way...^^.. lolx wei... my presentation was really really funny... I mean not the kind you will laugh at what I was doing... but for me... I looked like a clown...o.O... damn embarrassing... but it was fun though...xD... others were pretty good too...^^... it was an entertaining time...^^... yeehaa~ I really love the courses... all also very fun... haha... guess what we are going to learn next? hehe... we gonna learn 身体语言 and 话要说清楚...^^... whee~ gonna learn another new thing...^^... oh...sun we gonna sing...^^... kar's teacher is teaching us I guess... looking forward to it...

ok lah... that's all for today... lolx... I WANT MONEY!!! lolx... I wanna buy a ipod classic leh...><... but it costs 979 bucks... my god... killing me wei... aiks... have to start saving money from now... HWAITING!! ^^

ok...anyeong...^^

exam over

2010-06-04T13:34:00.005+08:00

oh yeah!! finally!! exam over!!!

damn geng... I came online immediately when I reached home... haha...cheers!! xD... hiahz... actually I can relax yest... but I got an additional sub... accs...TT... die man... I dont really know how to do... cant imbang both side...=/... nvm... I gave up on that d... xD...

actually I got ntg to share... just... EXAM OVER!! haha... nvm...ignore me...whee~although it's just midterm... but I cannot tahan the exam atmosphere... damn stress..o.O... haihz...still got trial and spm leh...TT... I dont want lah... haihz...TT

just let it be a short update... gonna watch tv kao kao!! go download now... =P...

ps.

see cf! I so good... important thing somemore... next time starbucks pls...xD...

this is really really really IMPORTANT!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUCHUN OPPA!!!

HEY MICKEY!! ^^

2nd training

2010-05-31T18:02:00.005+08:00

actually wanted to update yest... but my room no light.. yishh... and then my dad switch off the modem d... so no chance to online... plus.. I have to burn the midnight oil.. haihz... today we had chemistry and I did it pretty bad... haihz... guess I'm going to screw my results for the 2nd time in 2010...o.O... NO!!! haihz... must do well in trial? haihz... die lah die lah... SPM ah!! I really hate study wei...

lets just skip this topic k? I really hate talking about exam... especially when I did it so badly... haihz... die...TT... okok... ch~ ch~ ch~ change...xD

yest went to halo again... we have training classes every sat and sun.. XD...

yeah! finally we started our very first lesson yest... xD... 新歌实验室... we have to compose our own songs... haha.. in chinese we call it as 创作~ lolx... kinda fun actually...^^... David Khoon is our teacher for the day... he told us lots of story... and really taught us alot... what is chords? and phrasing problem and lots more...^^... really learned alot wei..^^... very fun!! whee~ he gave us some homework too... we have to prepare 2 songs and find 3 different style of songs... and he gave us 2 phrase... and asked us to sing it out with our own melody... this section is really funny... haha.. but everybody did work hard on it and give it a try...^^... all geng geng... and guess what... there are 2 students in our class... know exactly how to compose a song... kacang putih for them lah... xD... oh ya! there is this china guy... yea... one of the 2 students I mentioned just now... he is a 创作人 for avex... I was like..o.O... haha... did he ever compose any songs for shinki? haha... just some random thoughts... wow... btw... back to me... xD... weird song though... haha... really cant think of any melody... just simply give it a try... haha... my song is really really funny...XD... hope I can do it better next time... I will try more of cuz...

okok... that's all for yest... I'm really looking forward to next week training... must be really fun! whee~ hehe... actually next week we gonna start our very first dancing class~ cheers!! haha... it might be some nightmare for some other students... but it is definitely a good thing to me... chris is teaching us anyway... I once went to his popping class... and yeah... parents dont let me learn... so... xD... we went there for only once... damn paiseh neh...=S... nvm... hope I can learn something new! whee~ oh and... we gonna start our instrument class... I'm gonna play keyboard... xD... actually wanted to choose guitar... nah... I want to try both...xD... nvm... hope all the best to me next week k... and exam..==... hate it!

ok... time to go... but not time to study... still need to help daddy staple the thousands of documents... it might take another 3 to 4 hours to finish everything... I dare not to waste my time anymore... got to go...ciao...

anyeong..^^

OH... btw... forgot to mention one important thing!! lolx

Aligatogozaimatsu Heung!! ^^...

thanks for your br...=)

first training

2010-05-29T23:20:00.007+08:00

guess what... I'm writing this is the dark... can even see my keyboard... luckily I can remember the position of the alphabets.. xD... geng leh...

Yunho : Darling, why dont you turn on the lights?

Me : omg! yunho you are here!! ^^

Yunho : I'm always here just that you dont know.. xD...

Me : saranghae oppa!! xD...

Yunho : saranghae...^^... go turn on the lights von...^^...

Me : VON~ xD... okok... * go turn on the switch* eh... oh yeah!! oppa... my room no electricity... haihz... TT... sad me.. but luckily the aircond still working.. xD

Yunho : oh.. ic... haha... faster finish this post and go sleep... not good for you eye sight... ^^

Me : Yes SIR!! ^^

ok... sudd got this idea from kar's blog... haha.. kinda fun actually... xD... sorry kar for copying you... no copyright one right? xD

okok... yeah.. my room no electricity... only my room and my bro's... lolx... but luckily the aircond is still working... if not I would have die..xD... haha!!

ok... so...today!! hehe... first training class!! whee~ VERY EXCITED!! haha... I mean VERY!! lolx... and VERY FUN too... haha... as you know... I'm not those shy and quiet person type... I will go mix around and talk talk and talk non stop... haha... luckily the people there not that quiet also...can talk talk..xD...

so I reached there at around 3.50... wow... damn crowded!! lolx... imagine 60 ppl squeeze at the reception... damn geng... haha... after the first section students came out... then all of us went in immediately... lolx... then I saw a new friend... knew her in first audition.. glad that she still remember my name.. not bad huh~ xD... ok... after that...stanley came in and take our attendance and separate us into 4 groups... I was placed in the 7th group... morning section got 4 groups and evening section got 4 groups... so... there's around 120 ppl in this training...xD... my group members all very young man... haihz... feel that I'm really old... the eldest in our group is 18... o.O... think they separate us according to the age? haha... duno? xD... nvm... so... I met some new friends there too of cuz... haha... since I'm so talkative... I was in high mood all the time... keep talking about kor stuff... got one elf there..xD... haha...

so... selina teacher came in and gave us 2 hours briefing... lolx... then we had 1 hour break... I didnt know this at first... I thought I'm gonna have my dinner alone... but luckily there's a new friend teman me... we talked alot... ahha...non stop..xD... ok... skip that part... after break... we have to introduce ourselves in 30 secs and sing a song... only chorus part... haha... when it was my turn... I introduced myself in korean...

" anyeonghasaeyo... cheonun Ng Yevon im ni da..."

which simply means... hello.. I am Ng Yevon... lolx... then I said I love korea... haha... and one of them said she likes korea too...then I asked which group you like the most...and she answered SHINKI!! I was like...OMG!! I screamed..xD... and hi5!! lol wei... then I walked back to my position and start singing my song...xD... I sang taeyang's wedding dress..xD... lolx.... so yea... that's all... haha... we had fun today.. kinda funny... all of them are really good... all pro in singing..o.O... haha...ok... must work hard on it d... haha... wanna go there learn smtg new and have fun too..^^... tmrw gonna start training d...so... hope all the best to me then...><... ^^

off to bed now... kinda tired...xD... nights...

anyeongichumusaeyo..^^

Love song

2010-05-28T09:35:00.001+08:00

Oneuldo seosongineun noye jib hwaga naneun geol
Naneun himdeunde naneun himdeunde irohke

Hajiman naneun eojjol su obso
Ni mameul dolligin nomu neujeun geol
kkeutnaboryeosso eojjol su obso ijen..

Han sungan nae mome iksokhaetdeon ni soni nal mironae
Naneun oddeokhae naneun oddeokhae
oneuldo ddeonagan noye sumkyeor ajikdo
Neol saranghae
Naneun oddeokhae naneun oddeokhae jebal..
Oh~ Jebal.. dorawa...

Nan niga saenggag na jakkuman saenggag na
yejeon choreom ni son jabeul suga obso
nan niga nomu jowhaseo noye modeun geol moshijeo
i noraeneun neol butjabeul su itneun norae

Han sungan nae mome iksokhaetdeon ni soni nal mironae
Naneun oddeokhae naneun oddeokhae
oneuldo ddeonagan noye sumkyeor ajikdo
Neol saranghae
Naneun oddeokhae naneun oddeokhae

Nawa majuchideon geu nunbicheuro geudaen nareuo dashi bwayo
Geu nunbit naege mareul haejullae ajikdo saranghandago

Han sungan nae mome iksokhaetdeon ni soni nal mironae
Naneun oddeokhae naneun oddeokhae
oneuldo ddeonagan noye sumkyeor ajikdo
Neol saranghae
Naneun oddeokhae naneun oddeokhae jebal..
Oh~ Jebal.. saranghae...

L.O.V.E S.O.N.G

Bi (Rain)

I hate exam!!

2010-05-24T20:36:00.003+08:00

a.r.i.g.a.t.o.u.

c.n.blue

I seriously feel so depressed now... I shouldn't be here at this moment...but I really dont feel like studying...and not really in the mood... I dont feel like talking... dont feel like thinking... dont feel like doing anything... I really hate exam... hate school life... how I hope I can stop schooling... but this is impossible...

I dont know how to write my feelings in words... it's indescribable... the only place I can spill out my feelings is here... but too bad... I cant write everything out... haihz... I guess only music can cure my heart...

I really dont feel like doing anything but just sitting there and listen to music...

that's the only thing I'm hoping for now... relax and no stress...

haihz...

whoopsy

2010-05-12T17:58:00.003+08:00

whoopsy... hehe... I didnt came online for like duno how many days d... but nvm... it doesnt make any difference as my blog and cbox are always that dead... lolx... oh well... briefly update about today's life in school...

oh well... today kinda boring actually.. we finished up a peka during bio... ok...then eng... pn.tang was really mad at us... aiks... actually I feel a little bit guilty... she asked us to do a presentation about energy...but aiks... as you can see... we didnt do any preparation... and guess what? we even lost the nilam paper... sorry teacher!! ><... today cik rohini's period was really entertaining... but not as fun as last week... haha... she scolded us ada sikap yang BUSUK!! haha... should be buruk right? lolx... funny lah her!! haha... she really likes to act... lolx... funny... I duno how to describe it here... but my stomach was really really pain... haha... laugh too much... lolx!! ok... after that... the classes were extremely boring... waiting for the end of the school... phew... so... that's it...

haha... nothing much to update actually... just some random stuff about school... I bet you guys find that my blog is really boring right? haha...

I was kinda disappointed when my mum told me that hailuo didnt call... well... that wasnt a trick though... they really didnt call... I felt really disappointed although I had expected this right after the audition... bcuz the feeling that the judges gave me was really cold... I just cant word it out... just... aiks... duno how to say... but there's still some hope though... it was 2.30pm by that time... means I still got another 3 or 4 hours of hope... so... I waited... wait wait wait... 4.30pm... no call... TT... so... I really gave up on that already... I didnt want to think anymore about the audition... so I went to study... but ntg went into my mind... I just cant concentrate... aiks...

tadatada...4.53pm... when I was about to go youtube with my phone... suddenly it went..."ring ring.." lolx... and I looked at the contact... "hailuo"... I stunned there for like 10secs... I was like... am I dreaming? so I picked up the phone? so...here it went...

"is this yevon?"

I was like.."hmm... yea"

"ok... good... so firstly I wanna congrats that you made it to the training classes... so... that day teacher selina had gave you guys a short briefing about the training classes right? so... do you have any ques to ask?"

well.. I did asked something but I cant remember... ><...

"now... you have to attend the classes on sat and sun where there are 2 slot... the first slot is from 11am till 4pm and the 2nd slot will be 4pm to 9pm... so...which slot do you want?"

of cuz I have to discuss with my parents first before I could answer him... so I went...

" can you give me some time to discuss with my parents first?"

he went.

" yea. of cuz. but you have to give me the answer by this fri... if I didnt get any call from you means you will be eliminated from this training.. is that ok?"

"yea sure."

tutu... so yea... that's the end of our conversation... after the called... I cubit myself... I'm still thinking that I was dreaming... a nice dream though... but I can feel the pain... ><... I stoned there for like 1 min... and I went downstairs... looked at my father like an idiot... haha... and I couldn't stop laughing... whee~ haha...

ok... I know I abit high now...haha!! very happy man!! whee~ my dad keep on saying that I'm really lucky... lolx... which I agree...^^... hope I will stay lucky forever then...^^...

aiks... I dont feel like going tuition now...=/... lazy lah... wanna go study but I'm still here blogging... lolx... dont wanna care d...^^...

what a happy and lucky day...whee~ toodles..^^

ANYEONG!!! =D

happy mother's day

2010-05-09T07:30:00.004+08:00

wow... seems like I have been updating consistently since 4th May.. ^^... cheers for me... sorry lah... in blogging mood mah... xD... btw... before I start my grandmother story... let me wish all the mothers...

Happy Mother's Day!! ^^

I love my mum...

well... this 4 words are really meaningful to our mother... although it's just 4 words.. but they can feel your heart and keikhlasan in it..^^...

love your mum...^^...

2nd audition

2010-05-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

phew.. just came back from halo 2nd audition.. kinda fun actually... lolx... but for this time... only 3 judges...and all of them looked so tired especially david khoon...=s... I'm happy with my performance and kinda satisfied with it... lolx... but just that... the judges gave me some really cold feeling.,.. I duno how to describe... unlike the first time... =S...

ok... when I got in there... I was asked to sing the chorus part... so as I'd selected earlier... I sang what I've been looking for... then one of the judges ask if I could sing a chinese song... so I sang hao hao ai... guess what? the judge asked is that a habit of me smiling while singing... I stunned there... I was like...yea... that's natural... I couldn't help it... I duno where I learned that from..o.O... it's like... I have been singing in that way since I was small...=S... I think that's the reason why I cant sing emo songs... lolx... weird huh~ oh... then I answered yea... and said I didnt go for any pro singing training... so I dont really know these kind of things and bla bla bla shit... which is kinda true that I didnt go for any singing classes currently... maybe I learned singing when I was standard 5? I learned for like one or two years then stopped d... cuz need to concentrate on studies... ok... continue!! so... they asked if I got any special talents... and I listed it out... but I choose to play piano this time as I'd already dance in my last audition... I played half of the song only and david khoon stopped me... and he asked if I could bian tan bian chang... I said no... =X... then he said... this training classes will make sure you know how to sambil play piano sambil sing... so I said I will learn... then he said thank you to me and that's the end of my audition...o.O... but one of the judges was kinda friendly to me...^^... she said bye bye...^^... so I waved to her too... lolx... funny huh~ guess what? they will be having their dinner after my audi...o.O... no wonder they looked so tired and sien... aiks... I duno how to say... but... aiks...

hope all the best to me then..^^... ok lah... kinda tired now... wanna call my cousin before I go to bed... wanna keng kai... in the mood to call her now... xD... so...here I go...

anyeong..^^

whee~

2010-05-07T17:47:00.003+08:00

wow... I just realised that all my posts are really really long..o.O... haha... so... I think I will make this post short enough... cuz I'm going to tuition in 15 mins time... not much time to update a long post... xD...

went to school today...but sadly karyn wasnt there... PONTENG!! haha...xD... but we had fun in school today... hmm...not really fun lah...but it was way more better than yest... xD... yest was really really sien...o.O... btw.. 3 of us cant go to the penang trip cuz too many people registered for it... aiks... nvm... actually we can plan the trip ourselves... go there by bus...xD... but I'm sure that our parents 100% wont let...xD... nvm~ lolx... but seriously... I feel like going to some trip with my friends... and spent our night in the hotel...xD... I didnt try that before... aiks... sad nia...haihz... nvm... there's always another time...^^...

I have this stupid thinking in my mind now... I wonder will our friendship remain like now after we graduated? hmm... I suppose we are going to diff college... and will study in diff field... of cuz... hmm... I guess I will miss all my friends...aiks... and hopefully we can study in the same college... see how first lah then...^^... still cant decide what to study next... lolx... but hope our friendship will never end....^^....

oopsy... it's getting longer and longer again... whee~ btw, kar... I love the font colour... very greyish... xD... but izzit that hard to read my blog? o.O... lolx... hope you enjoy reading then...xD...

I will read my latest update again and again even though it's long.. xD... I just love to read it... weird me huh~ I guess all of you are the same right? lolx... xD...

ok... off to tuition now... tata~ ^^

what i've been looking for...^^

2010-05-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

I'm really into this now... blogging mood... duno why I feel like writing these days.. but definitely not essays... that will drive me nuts...o.O... btw, I got a ridiculous idea here... if we were allowed to send in our essays by email-ing.. I think I will happily finish up my work and get my work done consistently... lolx... but according to karyn... she said we will be online consistently instead of doing work consistently... xD... which is kinda true... xD... I mean 100% true... haha...

haihz... I shouldn't be sitting here now at this moment... I should be holding my sej book now and study... what a boring thing to do right... but I have no choice... I got to study... midterm is just around the corner... countdown: 1 week...O.O... shit lorr... haihz... I duno wth I'm doing now... still sitting here wasting my time... ==... time really flies... in a blink of an eye... it's may now!! my god... spm!! yissh!! I havent start revising f4 syllabus... I'm going to die... ARGHH!!!

actually I got nothing much to update... and I'm kinda speechless now...o.O... duno what to write any more... I suddenly lost my blogging mood... xD...

ooooohhhhh!!! I'm going to sing "What I've been looking for" in the audition and gonna play piano..."love in the ice"... haha... I got to play piano this time as I'd already danced in my first audition... TT... actually I have no confidence in playing piano... cuz I'm really sucks at it... as you can see... I'm not those piano pros like meiling or karyn... =/... I'm still in grade 4 or 5... I sendiri pun tak tahu... aiks... and I stopped for like 2 years d... haihz... nvm... just try my best then...^^

It's hard to believe

That I couldn't see

You were always there beside me

Thought I was alone

With no one to hold

But you were always right beside me

This feelings like no other

I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do

the way you do

I've never had somone as good for me as you

no one like you so lonely before i finally found

what i've been looking for

So good to be seen

So good to be heard

Don't have to say a word

For so long I was lost

So good to be found

I'm loving having you around

This feeling's like no other

I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do

The way you do

I've never had someone as good for me as you

No one like you

So lonely before, I finally found

what I've ben looking for

Doo Doo DooDoo

Do Do

Woa-ah-ah-oh

I really love this song... it used to be one of my favourite songs... xD...

hope all the best to me then...

Doo Doo DooDoo

Do Do

Woa-ah-ah-oh

night night...^^

OMG!! xD

2010-05-05T16:38:00.011+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!! REALLY OMG!! O.o

what a wonderful day!! xD... I love wednesday!! xD...

ok.. today I went to school as usual... nothing much happened... but rohini's period did lighten up my day!! she is so darn funny and entertaining too... I kinda love her class... fun!! ^^.. and FUNNY!! haha... guess what? her rudest word is... GET OUT!! o.O... I was like... wth? this is the rudest word she can use? for me the rudest word to ask ppl get out from the class is f*** off! lolx... maybe there's some other words ruder than this? haha... tell me pls... I would like to know... haha.... 5 teratai... for the first time...love cik lo... xD... she came into our class and saved the world... shoo shoo rohini! now is cik lo's class... you cant do anything...boohooo~ xD... but I think yi ming got into trouble... aiks... bless him... hope she wont balas dendam on his brother? very mou gu leh... ><... ok... we did ntg in sej... as usual... teacher gave up on 5 teratai d... I think she really dont know how to teach our class... xD... paiseh neh... lolx... so after sej is chem time!! haha... normally i wont bother what she said in class.. or even finish up her work... but today all of us was chionging with our peka... haha... 2 somemore...o.O... she asked us to pass up today but none of us managed to finish the 2 pekas... so... the passing up date postoned! xD... phew~ the end of school...^^...

today pn aini said all the setiausaha need to go for meeting at 2.30pm after school... wy said she doesnt want to stay back... so she went home after school? hmm...=/... ok... so... I ganti wy's job to teman hy... haha!! damn sien lah... cuz this is non of my business...and I went in there listen to teacher giving speech or directions on how to get the setiausaha job done... lolx... so... the meeting ended at 3pm and I went to play 24season drum after that... haha... didnt learn anything new... haha... =/... btw... hy? where you went ah? you were like... suddenly dissapeared? couldnt find you leh.. lolx... should tell me before you go mah...lolx... i thought manhim kidnapped you... lolx!! xD...

waited mum for 15 mins... wow!! damn sien... aiks... duno what to do... wait wait wait... lots of "vampire" (mosquitos) man... keep sucking my blood... ==... saw lyonnes and chatted awhile... then cheefai came and said he is not going drum practise on mon cuz he got some really important stuff to do? asked him to tell he dont want... like top secret... o.O... going for adventure or go kill ppl? whack ppl? lolx!! okok... I was totally bored after that... saw jinwei... but I didnt know he was talking to me... paiseh leh... btw... go penang trip lah.... sounds more fun... xD...

4.15pm... my mum had finally arrived!! o.O...it was raining... so I quickly get into the car... hehe... the first thing I asked my mum when I got in there was...

"mum... did hailuo called? "

my mum didnt say anything but she shoked her head... i expected this... but I did felt abit disappointed at that moment.... then I saw my phone... so I took it and checked the called and answered record... I was kinda shocked when I saw hailuo... I was like? huh? my mum called hailuo to ask or what? then I asked my mum again...

"No lah... got hailuo meh? where got? I didnt call them also..."

ohuh~ haha!! my mum burst into laughter after that... xD... and she continued...

" They called lah... you passed the audition d... but there is this 2nd audition on saturday... better get prepared... need to sing a song and show them any talent you got..."

I was like... half screaming... I was so darn happy!! hahah!!! really really happy!! and shocked too!!! I shouldnt have believe my mum... last time she tricked me too... when I got into car... she told me that my ballet teacher called and said the results was out... but she said she doesnt know my marks and said she think i failed my exam... I was sooooooo sad... so I called my ballet teacher... xD... and the first thing my teacher said to me was "hey! yevon! Congrats!!! you got distinction!!! " I was like... O.O... I stunned there for like 15 secs... and turned to my mum... she was laughing there...again... lolx!!!

well...Really OMG!! haha... I'm so happy and high now!! whee~ so... hope all the best to me on sat audition!! xD... the 2nd audition...actually I'm satisfied with it already... if i really cant pass the 2nd audition, I wont feel sad... ^^... at least I did gained some experience...^^...

Yevon Hwaiting!!! ^^

anyeong~ =D

night night...^^

2010-05-05T01:27:00.002+08:00

oh yeah~ I'm still onlining here...whee~ I just changed my blog layout... kinda cool huh~ love it...^^...

wow... it's time to say goodnight..^^...

anyeongichumusaeyo...=D

aiks...

2010-05-04T21:16:00.007+08:00

wow... first time... I'm here to update my blog again... xD... nah.. just that I got the urge to write now... xD.. weird me... I know I know...xD... actually I have nothing to share... cuz today is another slacking day... I skipped 2 tuitions... whee~ kinda happy..xD... I shouldn't feel so relax now and sit in front of the comp and blog?! unlike the usual me... I wont come here and blog even though I got free time..o.O... but... here I am! sitting here slacking again...==...wasting my time... haihz... exam is in 2 week times... and I haven't touch a single subject yet... I'm so going to fail my exam for the 2nd time in my life... wait...3rd time...haihz... I dont want to get the last 5 in class... I really hate school exams wei!! last year in school d still need to suffer from SPM... wth man...TT... I dont want!!! haihz... nvm...

eh... I'm getting out of the point... let me continue today's story...xD... went to karyn's house after school.... wait... should be went to ikano with karyn and manhim... haha... actually my main purpose of going there is to buy my beloved shinki's album... "THE BEST SELECTION"!! haha... damn happy wei...xD... I mm se dak open the cover and watch... haha... and the poster... aiks... guess I need to find a spot in my room to paste it... my wall is full of posters now... haha... you will O.o when you step into my room... aha...sure stunned there and said I'm really really crazy... but I DONT CARE... I'm satisfied with my wall now... all my beloved hubbies are there with me everyday... too bad I havent see them in real life before...argh... aiks... nvm... so after buying the album we went to buy mcd ice cream!! oh...before this... haha!! manhim was really really funny!! HAHA!! guess what? when we were about to go up to the first floor... he stood in front of the "going-down" escalator and stoned there... haha... he was actually waiting for the path to arrive so he could step on it and go up... after like 30 secs only he realised he was standing at the wrong escalator!! Haha!! me and kar burst into laughter... really cannot tahan lah manhim!! HAHA!! ok..we had our lunch at ikea... and walked to kar's house after that... on our way back... the sun was really hot... so I hide behind manhim for shade... and kar said smtg that caused me counldnt stop laughing... she said I look like I was ******** ** ******** ***...O.o... wth wei!! lolx... the whole journey was really funny... actually I dont really know what we were laughing at... but... haha! just laugh lu...xD...

bathed at karyn's house and we watched some vids... xD... my god... kar!! I really cannot tahan your senior... her eyes and mouth...o.O... damn funny... I fell down from the chair while laughing at her senior... really cannot tahan wei...o.O... damn funny... haha... after that, my mum called and said she will reach kar's house at 5... so I waited until 5.15... I cant see the shadow of my car... so I called my mum again...she said she's still at the p1 centre... aiks... guess I have to skip tuition again...=/... wtv... so...me and kar played piano while waiting for my parents...xD... kinda fun~ hehe...

finally...my parents reached at 6... phew... when I got out from kar's house... my dad sudd open his car door and shouted why I didnt close the gate for karyn? I was like? huh? why do I need to close the gate as it is an auto-gate...o.O... funny lah my dad... ok... went for dinner after that... and I was too tired... so I took a short nap when I reached home... lolx... so...I decided to skip another tuition again... xD... actually I should study now... but really no mood lah... I'm not those nerds that can sit there and face the book for hours... it will definitely drive me crazy man...o.O...

okok... think I'm gonna end my post now...it's getting longer and longer now... aiks... btw... remember I told you about the audition in my previous post... well they didnt/havent call... (I dont think they are going to call me though... cuz the chances of passing the audi is really really small... like 0.00000000001% xD) TT... nvm... actually I didnt expect much to pass the audition cuz I'm not that good compared to others... just join for fun...^^... all the best for me then? gotta concentrate on studies now!! whee~ toodles...

anyeong...^^

I'm back...^^

2010-05-03T22:26:00.003+08:00

here I come bloggie..^^...actually I private my blog for no reason...=/...just feel like private it... haha...

and I did mentioned that I wanna delete my blog in my previous post...but mm sek dak lah...

got lotsa memories here...=/...paiseh nah... and my blog is really really dead now...

as you can see...my last update was like ages ago...haha...nothing much to write/share?

oh yeah.. I havent done updating about suju con...320!! xD...

or should I say I didn't even write the starting for the con post? =/...

haha...am I a bad kpop fans? hmm... duno? xD

ok...so..just make it a short update...xD...

well.. participated in school Chinese singing contest...not a bad experience though...but no offence that our school sound system is really really suck...no echo at all... my god... ok...dont wanna talk about it... so... I got third for solo...><... and me and kar (duet) got the first placing!! cheers!! ^^... kinda happy actually...oh wait...should be VERY HAPPY!! haha... not bad lah... and guess what? I just realised that the placing I got this year is exactly the same when I was in form 2... haha... I got 3rd for solo and first for group too... and let me recall back when I was form 3... haha... 1st for solo and 3rd for group..o.O...why always first and third one ah? o.O... oh...btw... lyonnes got 2nd this year and mel got first...=/...congrats to both of them... lyonnes is really a good singer...^^...gambadeh girl! ^^

okok... went to halo forest audition on the following day... haha...went there at 11am but only get to sing at...hmm... 2pm? wow...waited damn long... but kinda fun... you can actually meet some new friends there...^^... and I met 4 choir members...not from our school of cuz... chong hwa I guess... my god...their singing skills...o.O... *clap clap* GENG!! and 2 of them are kpop fans...haha...not bad not bad... at least can meet some 同志...xD... met a Cassiopeia too... whee~ ^^... aiks...this reminds me of "legend of DBSK"...TT... I missed the show man...TT... I wanna watch!!! haihzz.. ok! stop sobbing!! gei juk lah! guess what? I saw uncle also...hehe... he is sorta cute though...oh.. and there's this girl from penang...o.O... she really love singing...dont she? o.O... all the best for them and hope they can pass the audition...^^...hwaiting!! ^^...

oh... btw... let me describe how I feel when I got in there...haha... I wasnt nervous at all while standing in front of the 6 judges... kinda comfortable and happy...^^... (too bad 林宇中wasnt there...TT)...then I started to introduce myself and sing...^^... not to mention that the sound system in halo is way more better than school ones... ==... continue! then one of the judges asked if I could play piano? but I'm more confidence in dancing... so I danced instead of playing piano... hmm... they asked a few questions after that and yea... this is the end of my audition...o.O... damn fast right... but I had a wonderful time in there...^^... kinda fun..

o.O... I thought it suppose to be a short post... ok lah... wanna chiong with my hws d...TT... gonna screw up my midterm again!! NOOOO!!! TT...

toodles...^^

lifeless...

2010-03-28T08:38:00.001+08:00

I'm bored of everything...
feel so lifeless now...

Happy Birthday!! ^^

2010-02-06T05:05:00.006+08:00

first of all...I need to wish my beloved hubby..^^...

Happy Birthday Yun!! My hubby...xD

after that...I got to wish my best heung..^^

Happy Belated Birthday Chee Fai..=)

actually today cf is throwing up a birthday party... bbq pool side party...^^...haha... dont worry cf... I will sing happy birthday song to yun one..^^... hehe... dont worry..^^...and be happy...haha!!! oh!! and I'll write "happy birthday yun" on the cake...o(^^)o..haha!! Jk la... ltr you chase me off..haha...><...

it's 5am now...and I'm here..blogging...guess what time I slept? haha...2am!!! lolx.. geng leh... I slept for like 2 hours then woke up... not bad not bad...actually I have no idea why I couldnt sleep...maybe too excited d...yun's birthday...x3...since I couldnt close my eyes at this moment so I uploaded some pics I edited lately... they are not that nice or good tho..but I'm still in the process of learning..><... comment pls...haha... need to improve my photoshop skill...XD...

btw...as you can see.. the pics I edited werent that good... so..I did not stand a chance in ed board... and this told me that my layouts werent good enough to get in... sucks! ><...I was kinda disappointed actually..but nvm...what comes around goes around...life is life... so I will just accept the fate...^^... btw.. I dont dare to give hope on the 24 seasons drum... I dont even want to know the result...I have no confidence now...I scared it's another failure again..><... but somehow... I will still accept the result with a happy smiley face...=D...

guess I have to end my post now before it gets longer and loger...><...
before I put a full stop in this post...there is something I wanna tell yun...

although me and you are far apart..

but as a cassiopeia...

I will always stand by you...

although we didnt meet each other before...

but as a cassiopeia...

I will always keep the faith...

and believing sinki till the end...^^

once again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNG YUNHO =3...

CHEE FAI...^^

Shinki..^^

2010-02-06T05:03:00.000+08:00

aloha~

2010-02-01T16:08:00.006+08:00

Aloha..I'm back to update my bloggie..^^...actually I feel the "omm" to write now...but my brain isnt functioning... I'm squeezing my brain juice to think of anything that I can share...=/.. that's the weird part of me...wanna update but duno what to write...hahah... maybe that's the reason why my previous posts were all craps and mostly about kpop...oh!! it has been ages I didnt update my blog with kpops!! haha..=D... I guess this is the suitable time for me to update you guys with some korea news... maybe some of you wont like it...but hey! this is my blog..I will post wtv thing I like...><...chui ah...xD...ok la... next post only I find some kor news to post..lazy to find pics and upload...kinda short of time here...later need to take myself to tuition...=/...

yun's birthday is just around the corner..I'm kinda looking forward to it... many activities is going on on that day,..o.O...

first...cf's bbq party...
second...988 brem mall...
third... pibg...
fourth...school...
fifth... yun's birthday celebration...
sixth...haha..duno...xD...

I feel like attending all the activies.. but...haiz... one day only got 24 hours...and I cant split myself into 6...TT...sadnya...as I promised cf at the very first place... so I have no choice for other activities..bye bye..><...

ok...I think that's all for today... haha... kinda sleepy...wanna take a short nap before tuition..><...
toodles!! ^^

Haihz...

2010-01-31T06:54:00.000+08:00

Haihz...

uknow Yunho..^^

2010-01-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

I just edited this for fans captures as yun's birthday is just around the corner...so... to be a responsible "ban zu"..I was ordered to change the header due to oppas' birthday...and next will be chang min..^^...

I'm worry... worrying that I couldnt get into ed board...I duno why I wanna get in so desperately...no matter how badly I wanna involve myself in this... but I know I wont stand a chance as my layouts were not outstanding enough and they were all sucks... aiks...nvm...lets just hope for the best when the name list is out? ^^... btw...congrats wy!! hehe... successfully get into the graphic department..^^..chukkahae..o(^^)o

actually this is suppose to be a short update...xD...but I dont want my post looks short... here's the plan... I will tell you brieftly what I did yest...><...

almost 12.30 am now...but I'm still awake... just to finish out the header for fans captures...xD... sorry for not replying your msgs... was busy editing photo...><...paiseh paiseh... lolx... anyway yest was a tiring day (the pointer just past 12am..^^)...our school organized "merentas desa"...o.O... I took care of the traffc instead of running bcuz of laziness...><...though I'm not a professional traffic conductor..but I tried my best not to let the car hit the students or me myself..xD...somehow I managed to handle it..^^...wohoo~ luckily everything went smoothly...><... blue house got first anyway and yellow got 3rd...=/... hwaiting yellow house!! xD... ok...we had dance prac after school..^^..finally learned wedding dress from ym...lolx...although it's just part of the chorus..not all..haihz...but it was kinda fun... will try to learn the whole dance...btw, the rhythm of the song just couldn't get out of my mind...^^...the beat...the melody...just makes me feel so comfortable...makes me feel so warm..^^...taeyang is cute anyway!! hehe... okok... after the dance prac..I ran to ou...o.O... to catch up a movie... gam ngam my bro got an extra ticket... so I ran as fast as I could just to reach there in time... and I did it...although I missed the front part...just a little bit...xD... "tooth fairy" was kinda funny... but I cant feel the humour on it... maybe I was way too tired to laugh or I dont have the mood? =S...phew... I walked aimlessly in ou with krs uniform after the movie...awkward huh~ everybody was like staring at me...and gave me the feeling like.."with is this girl wearing..." I even heard some girls were giggling and discussed about it...==...siao one...aiks... straight to tuition after ou section...I was surprised at myself... I managed to concentrate on wat Mr.Pang was teaching... o.O...not bad huh~ surprisingly...hehe..^^...but I can feel the tiredness straight after tuition... ><...

ok...eyes are closing... dont think I can tahan anymore...ciao~ ^^

jaejoong oppa~ saenggilchukkahamnida..^^

2010-01-28T06:17:00.002+08:00

just ignore the last post pls...that post sucks... (all your posts are sucks la yevon...) okok... fine... hmm...well... another 6am update again...><...I sudd feel the "omm" to update...know what's tat means? ><

I will just let this be a short post as I dont have much time on this...later need to rush down and have my breakfast if possible..><..I was short of time lately...time really flies... everything just past in a blur...o.O... and it's already 28th today!! WOW!! In a blink of eyes... today is the 28th day of jan...and teacher had marked a cross on wy's attendance list... haha... overslept la...><... me..terbalik...I woke up at 4.30...just to finsih all my hw...and yet...the hw is till with me... teacher didnt ask to pass up also...damn it..wasted my sleeping time...was so tired and went to bed at 11 last night...beh tahan d...

actually I dont really duno wth I was trying to say...it's just so random...another random update again.. you can ignore if you want to... I'm not asking you to ignore it..but just that...aiks...nvm...lazy explain...><....

ways to reduce stress...><
1. no spm!!
2. no school!!
3. no class!!
4. no tuition!!
5. smile always..^^

ok..I'm just being lame right here..^^... but I like the fifth one!! hehe..smile always...

oh ya...before I end this post...I wanna wish jaejoong oppa!!! yun's wife..><...aka wy's hubby? o.O

JaeJoong Oppa Happy Belated Birthday!!

sorry for the late wishes... I know I have been a really bad cassie...but 26th is my happiest day in 2010!! everything went fine...and that's the day I got my suju con ticket too!!
you cheered up my life and bring lucks to me too...love ya always... saranghae..^^...

off to breakfast now...ciao...

aloha~

2010-01-25T05:37:00.003+08:00

aloha... o(^^)o... another random update in the early of the morning...wohoo~ damn cool huh~
I've no idea why I'm here now at this time... it's only 5.40am and I've done cleaning up myself...kinda weird...I think I was awakened by the dream... I seldom have dreams...and whenever dream comes...its 100% not a nice one... I cant really remember what was it about... but one thing I'm kinda positive of... that's neither good nor bad... I just couldnt rate the dream as I've banned my mind from flashing back.. the only thing I could remember was the scene...the scene of raining.. kinda lame huh~ (ya! ==) ok...wtv...just ignore this part...

actually I have ntg much to share right now... the other part of me forced me to update...xD... and so...here I am here I go..xD...btw, I went fb just now..and I realised I got only 195 friends??? and that's so..little...o.O...ohya... I seldom add ppl as friends so...is that the reason why my friends only up to 195? haha... lazy la.. lolx...plus I duno who to add also...takkan simply simply go click the phrase "add him/her as friend" lolx... actually my mind was running out of topic..so I'm just simply crapping to make my post looks longer.. lolx...

ohya...I thought of something to share d!! wakaka..I'm a genious...xP...okok... well... I went to 《988 巡回签唱会》last friday at ou.. So..I decided to go "the curve" after school and take a bath at kar's house! thanks kar!! xD... actually I planned to watch movie before I meet my parents at the curve..but thing doesnt goes right...o.O... the tickets are selling at 25 bucks each (platinum)... deng! so I just went down and have my lunch at mcd... I was supposed to be hungry by that time...cuz I didnt eat a thing from the time I opened my eyes till 2.30pm... but after I bought the foods and placed it infront of me...I sudd lost my appetite...but the other side of me forced me to eat as I wasted 6 bucks on it... TT...I was way too full and couldnt finish everything... in the process of finishing up the foods.. mum called and said she was about to arrive...so I quickly packed up the foods hoping that my parents can finish it for me... haha... they really ate all the fries but nobody wants the coke...so I just threw it away..><... after that.. my dad decided to go sing k...xD...I was kinda happy!! the last time I went k was the time with my friends..><... while choosing songs...I saw something that cheered me up so badly!! haha...I saw lots and lots of kor songs!! wohoo~ and I didnt expect that they even got f(x) songs..lacha ta and chu~ plus... wedding dress and where you at...heartbreaker is included as well...my god...oh ya..and ss501 love like this!! haha...that really freaks me out...I choosed all the songs I know...but I didnt get to sing everything at last...mum "chap gor"...TT...sadnya... ok...crap alot... nw back to the main point..xD... the pointer almost reaches 8.30... 988 campus gathered up at the side stage... and the head asked us to memorise the lyrics cuz we have to go up to the stage and sing...><..of cuz..without mic...btw... when I was ordered to throw the posters to the audience...I accidentally hit some guy...and he looked kinda blur... I was laughing all the way on the stage...damn kao...haha...><...okok..ignore that part...so...after we sang the main song.. we have actually done our work ON stage...but we still have to record something for chinese new year..I was simply crapping when answering those ques... @@...I've no idea what I said...but I did stress that I'm a cassiopeia...><...funny huh~ haha...phew... it was almost 10.30 when everything ended... I was kinda sleepy that time.. and yet...I should be hungry...but no appetite...dont know what's wrong with my stomach that day...maybe I wanted to sleep more than eating..xD...so yea...

wow!! it should be a short post..but it ended up to become a long post... crap only nia...I wasted 30 mins on this post...siao man..o.O...okok la...I go down to have breakfast first... ><...off to school!! see you guys in school then..tata...^^

New Layout

2010-01-19T06:02:00.008+08:00

Teehee~ I'm back to update again... ^^... (who cares..=/)

anyway..I think I'm abit abnormal compared to others... I'm an early bird actually and always update at this time...6.00am!! haha...cool huh~ ^^... comp in my room mah..what to do... can online anytime.. (syiok sendiri..xD) jk la...^^...ehemm... time to give some advise...*dont learn from me..this is definately not a good thing to learn...^^

did you realise something?
no...
o.Olll

(learned this writing style from hy's previous post...xD... being lame here too...^^...)

see see!! can you see that!!! haha...my new layout!! come on! isnt it obvious that I changed my layout?! black --> white...hehe...
wohoO~ kinda cool! the light blue is just so sweet...and warm..^^... I spent most of my sunday on this...TT...and I was unable to finish my hw...aiks.. *cross fingers* xD...to be honest..actually I was just being a lazy pig to do the hw..and cant keep my eyes and mind and hands away from comp...SPM is really not a good year...very stress...you cant stay away from homework... you ought to do every single work for the preparation of SPM...haiz... how I hope I'm as smart as Einstein...but could this be possible? haha...

this is just so random..actually I just wanna post a new entry with my new layout...isnt the layout looks so sweet? praising myself again.. XD... actually I wanna change the font...but kinda lazy to find another suitable font to match my layout...however..this is just perfectly good..so...just remain the font la..if not the editor would have kill me for changing her code as I wish..xD...

well...since I woke up so early today...so..time for breakfast...see you guys in school later..^^...it'll gonna be a tough day anyway... haiz...

ps.btw... thanks for keeping my cbox alive...3 of u spam my cbox kao kao..geng...lolx...

Yevon! hwaiting!! ^^

Bad Day...

2010-01-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

today is the hardest day I've been through in 2010... it's only the 7th day of the year...and I broke my promise to stay happy all the time... haiz.. I tried to keep myself happy in every sec every moment..but thing doesnt goes right... something just popped into my mind and I'd made some theory on that... pls dont say I'm thinking too much or wtv shit... that's the thing I'd been observing for some time...and how I hope it wasnt true...but fact is fact...truth is truth... you can't escape from anything...just be honest to yourself and accept it with open hearted... i tried to ignore everything and always hang a big smiley face...but... I wasnt that strong like how I always think I am... I just realized I'm just like the other girls... weak... my eyes flooded with tears...and it flow down unwillingly... but I still smile... for duno what reason..

dont ask me why..dont ask me anything about it...

Happy Birthday Jac! ^^

2010-01-08T00:16:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Jac!! o(^^)o

I have been knowing you since standard 3..remember the first time I saw you..you had a bun tied neatly behind your head and walked gracefully into our dancing class...I still can remember the scene very cleary...^^...phew... time flies...in a blink of eye... we'd come to the graduation year...form 5...let me count...we knew each other for almost 9 years? o.O.. hmm... flashing back those memories we had together... your smile... your haha sound.. your so called "cute" expression...your weird faces..and err... your dirty thinking? lolx... the time with you is fully filled with laughters and happy moments...^^...

well...although we aren't as close as before...

but..you are always my best friend..^^...

I'll never regret to have you a my best friend...

friends forever...

hope our friendship will never end...=D

whoa~ o(^^)o

2010-01-04T05:38:00.002+08:00

Whoa!! today is the first day of school...and guess why I'm here? haha..well..I duno why I'm still onlining at this time...haha..(ps. I'm an early bird..xD...)

4th Jan 2010!! wohoo~ I've been waiting for this day to come so badly..xD...cuz hols were way too boring... kinda excited now..^^...I can finally meet my beloved friends...hope they miss me too?

okok...it's almost 6 now..I better get prepared.. anyeong..^^

Start of something new...=)

2010-01-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVEYBODY!!

wow...it's 1st Jan 2010 d!! haha...
actually I'm kinda speechless here...
besides wishing all of you happy new year...
I have ntg much to share..haha...

but all I can say is...
new year new try..^^...
everything seems new to me now...
so I wanna start a new life..^^...

well..
that's all for today..

2010...the start of something new...^^...

the last day of 2009...=)

2009-12-31T18:31:00.009+08:00

It has been awhile I didn’t update my blog...and so…here I am…xD...it wasn’t my fault for not keeping it updated…haha…the comp was the one that kept me away from it…xD…nah…actually comp cant light up my bored hols… I just couldn’t find anything to do here…=/…boring boring boring… Well…since today is the last day of 2009!! So I decided to keep it alive...xD…

5… 4… 3… 2… 1…

Lets give a round of applause to welcome the year of 2010!! ^^

I bet everyone is waiting for this moment to come!! Fireworks everywhere… green…red…yellow…haha… feel happy to view these beautiful scenes..^^… well..I still can remember my last new year eve was on the car… traffic jam…o.O…but we had fun there… everybody was shouting 3... 2…1… and there you go..1^st jan 2009…haha…

Phew…time flies…seems like the historical scene has to be repeated again… waving goodbyes to 2009 and welcome 2010 with hugs and kisses… XOXO…xD

In a blink of eye...I’ve grown up…and my f5 journey has finally arrived… SPM…and this is the time to choose my own path...my own future…well...it might be stress or fun...haha...it depends on how you think… Ex-f5 said f5 is a suffering year…but for me…this is the year that we can see our future…time to decide our destination…^^… oh well well…stop stop stop…haha…

So just say “boo...” to all your negative thoughts and emo emo feelings…hehe…

With a =) (happy) and =D (joyful) mood...Lets welcome the year of 2010!!

Hope everyone has a happy new year...^^…

ALL THE BEST IN 2010!!

p.s. TVXQ! HAPPY NEW YEAR…how I hope I can have my new year countdown with oppas…but dreams never come true…so...let me just wish oppas…happy new year!! Aza aza hwaiting..^^..

my shoulder..my neck..my back..

2009-11-25T22:59:00.004+08:00

MY SHOULDER!!! MY NECK!! MY BACK!!!
OMG!!! DAMN TIRED LA WEI...T.T

aloha~ wow...I didnt switch on my comp for like..wow!! 1..2...3...4...haha!!! 4 days!! lolx...broke record..xD...good job Yevon!! next time I wanna make it to one week..haha...must train up my self control..xD...

well...let me describe briefly about what I did in the past few days..^.^

as I had mentioned in my last post...I went back to Ipoh..my hometown for 2 days...xD...well...it was a disaster staying there...=X...not that I dont like my hometown or visit my grandmother...just that...I was so damn boring... me and my bro got ntg to do but just slack in the room..doing ntg.. at least my bro got psp to accompany him but me...only phone...kinda lazy to text actually...but I had no choice but texting eveyone...the only thing I can survive with..TT.. phone kept ringing like hell...lolx...too much..too much..xD... actually if my cousin was there I wont be that sienz...cuz we can king gai king gai...TT...but unfortunately..she ditched me and went to work..(part time job). I bet she was really tired...haha...stand for the whole day..serving ppl...pity her...but I feel like giving it a try...haha... it makes me feel challenging...well...my mind kinda siao...just ignore me..xD... 22th Nov...it was her birthday...lolx...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIA YI..^^... but too bad...she need to work on her birthday...we got no choice but to celebrate her birthday at night...after she finished her job...xD... we went redbox to sing k! haha...sounds interesting huh~ but it wasnt fun at all... some unknown ppl came in and kacau...==...we dont even stand a chance to sing la...my bro cousins were damn angry...and they asked us to leave earlier...haha...anyway we have no idea who invited those "ppl" come... =/...weird huh~ lolx... my cousin staight away went to the bed after we got back home...I bet she was really tired...><... I went to bed as well...we didnt talk much actually...haha...but she told me the genting trip...I was invited to go...but I rejected due to some reason...aiks...missed all those fun they had in genting...I hope I was there too..TT...nvm.. next time! o(^^)o...

me and bro were stonning in the room for the next day...and slept for the whole afternoon!! haha..geng leh... after dinner then it was time to say goodbye to grandma..xD... btw...my uncle's shop was robbed...o.O... and he showed us the vid..kinda cool...those robbers took all the jewelry away in a min!! damn fast!! @@...I bet the staff was shocked...and scared..haha..pity her..xD...

so...that's what happened in Ipoh.. sienz la sienz la... I was busy helping my dad to staple those docs now...xD... me and bro were ordered to complete 10k sets each...and so far I've done 9k... 1k to go!! Gambadeh!! will finish it by tomorrow...my shoulder and neck..and back!! hell! tired...pain...TT... but of cuz...my parents will pay me and my bro salary..xD...well...how much? I duno...not sure also...but it's kinda fun stapleing..haha... me and bro watched lots of conan movies...haha...damn cute la him..and kinda smart too... oh oh!! KERORO!! walao!! they are damn cute...haha...got keroro, tamama, kururu, giroro and dororo...xD...now another new member..terara if not mistaken..xD...keroro is so cute!! and funny... ^^...

think is time for me to say goodbye...sudd feel like bloggin...so just switch on my comp..xD.. ok...off to bed now...really cannot tahan d...damn sleepy...nights everyone..^^...

was out for the whole day! =P

2009-11-21T08:06:00.002+08:00

wow! hell! Yest was my bad day ever...I've no idea what is my parents thinking..they keep nagging me like they used to be when I got into the car... but yest was damn annoying and more serious than the past...my god...I didnt say a word for the whole night...haiz..they insisted me to fold the thousands of files instead of letting me sleep...==...they knew I was damn sleepy and tired after the outing...but still..==...nvm...

lets not talk about this...hmm...the outing was quite fun!! haha... but the parents thingy spoiled my mood of the day...=/... hey guys! sorry...was late!! haah...parents went for golfing...=/...they asked me to wait wait and wait...what to do...I duno how to drive..paiseh...and Kamsahabnida!! kerana sudi wait for me..haha!! very gam dong...TT...*cry*..lolx! btw...went outing with the normal old gang..xD...Huiyien, Wenyi, Karyn, Cheefai, Manhim and Zhenearn..lolx...(oh ya...first time coming out with karyn!! xD)

As you know...I was late..so I met them at paddington pancake...haha...I was damn thirsty when I got up there...xD...thanks to kar! haha...I love the taste of water..xD... sudd, ze and cf ciao to somewhere...o.O...weird la them...playing hide and seek? lolx... so left me, hy, wy, kar and mh...after paying the bill... 5 of us headed to cinema... and we decided to watch "the box"... then mh called ze and cf...they were at Popular? o.O..rajinnya...swt la...hols just started and cf want to study? ya I know...spm next year...we must get prepared as soon as we could...so that we wont be that stress next year? but come on! wat for you hold books while you can smell the fun of hols..xD... enjoy la..xD...next year we wont have much time for outing and those...aiks... just imagine next year is our turn to sit in the classroom answering phys, bio and chem..wow...it get into my nerves now..o.O...stop!!

the box - wow! this movie boring.. kinda sien...and it wasnt that creepy or horrible as I thought...haha...I still dont get the story...o.O..what experiment? to test the humanity of mankinds? haha..

before the movie started.. cf and ze were sitting upthere? haha... SFA (this is what wy said..haha)... both of them kinda weird today..=/...lolx...nvm...but when the movie was about to start...ze came down and sat beside mh..but cf still tak sudi to come down...haha...cant see the screen or what? o.O... but after that..he sat beside hy.. lol..swt..==... It was 3.20pm when we got out from the cinema...it's time to say goodbye to karyn! so fast? aiks..time flies... o.O.. actually she planned to walk home from cine...but it was raining heavily...so she called her dad to pick her up from the lobby of the royal something hotel...haha... after dropping karyn there..the rest of us walked to ikano starbucks...as cf had promised earlier...he owed me and hy one starbucks...well..cant remember why he owed me...xD...Thanks CF! haha... when me and cf were holding starbucks to our seats...ze was nowhere to be seen...haha.. his dad came to fetch him home...haha...so ended up 5 of us king gai...talked about the past...how we met and those? haha..kinda fun...GROUP CHAT! haha...xD...after cf left, the 4 of us (me, wy, hy and mh) walked to ou...actually it isnt that far for me...lolx... enjoyed walking there..xD... mh went to find yiming and that gang when we reached ou...so 3 of us walked around to seek for san's present...hmm...=/... and had our dinner there...haha..first time having dinner together.. xD...kinda fun also..reached home at about 9 I guess... aiks...after that is my nightmare..haiz... I just realised I was out for the whole day...xD...geng leh..lolx...

btw...going back to ipoh today but will be back by tmrw..xD... guess cf and mh are on their way to pangkor? hey guys...have fun there ya..^^..lolx...

so...that's it... anyeong..^^

sienz...==

2009-11-15T12:12:00.002+08:00

I'm back to keep my blog alive.. ya..I know my blog kinda dead..=/...but...seriously I got ntg to blog about... my life is kinda dull and boring..=/... ntg much happen these days..kinda sien...aiks...still got one more week then the f4s gonna release from the jail of school... I bet f1, f2 and f3 are yelling merdeka now? haha... but... hols sien also... everyday slack at home doing ntg? some of you might say...hols can hang out with friends..do watever you like...can sleep till very late...or wtv...but for me.. school is fun... well.. at least I got something to do in school..like chatting with friends...listen to teacher tell grandmother stories or even play cards? xD... seriously home is just so sien...my mum 100% will nag me.. as you know..my home no maid...so...no school = houseworks...my god..I cant imagine I need to wake up at 9 every morning sweep the floor...do this and that...O.O... horrible nightmare...=S... lazy la...aiks... online also sien actually... for guys maybe ok la...they can game all the while...haha...but for me gaming also will get bored...=/...btw, I was damn lazy to come online yest...I dont even feel like replying my text msgs...=/...I just sat at sofa dreaming... after awhile I met chou gong...cuz too boring d... okok...maybe books can help now.. my parents want me to study anyway...haha..but of cuz I wont study or prepare for next year spm...for your information..I'm not a hardworking girl...I always burn the midnight oil..=S... do you think I will hold books and study chemistry, bio or phys? it's impossible...if I do that...means I'm really bored...xD...

so...my conclusion is...no school = sien... school = sien... my god...everything seems boring to me... aiks...cham lorr... what can I do to make my hols interesting? =/

be happy...o(^^)o

2009-11-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

seems like everybody is in a bad mood status... =/...
cheer up!!! o(^^)o
come on!!! I'm worse than anyone of you...=/...
dont let this stupid exam ruin your mood?
so..be happy!! ^^

Bye teratai...TT

2009-11-09T14:58:00.010+08:00

bye bye teratai...TT...

feel so depress now...TT... I know I didnt do well in this finals...I mean my results werent good for the whole year...lolx...but how can I did so badly this time... this results decide my fortune in form 5.. haiz...
hmm... I was thinking... how I survive in 2ND CLASS for the past few years... (better now? =/) o.O...maybe I was lucky enough?! haha... seriously...my results damn sucks wei... you surely will laugh when you look at my papers...haha... of cuz I'm not going to list out my marks here... lazy to find a big hole to hide my face...xD... as long as you know it's sucks then enough d..xD

hmm... let me recall back....=/... I was placed in 2nd class for like... wow! 4 years? ( 1 daisy, 2 daisy, 3 teratai, 4 teratai) o.O... haha.. form 1 till now...o.O...kinda cool huh~ haha.... remained constant for 4 years...tak naik tak jatuh....but...too bad... gonna drop next year... I think I will miss teratai... aiks...

so...let me just enjoy the rest of my days in teratai... ^^...gambadeh everyone!!! haha....

bye bye teratai..TT

btw...my only set of UNO was confiscated...TT...I bought it when I was standard 5.. using my own pocket money..this is really upset.. aiks...I kept it under my desk...but duno who took it out and played it without my permission...==... nvm...nvm....TT... I will try to chill down myself...o(^^)o... nvm nvm...

our class condition after exam season...xD...

now...teratai turn out to be a casino!! should I name it as...Teratai casino? lolx...seems like everybody is enjoying the fun of playing cards...got poker, uno and even tarot cards...lolx...btw, I tested my fortune for this month, and wealth...and errmm....love...haha... some kinda true...haha...nvm... although cards are provided in every corner of teratai...but after a day of poker...we will get bored somehow.. lolx... other than this...what can we play to entertain ourselves? =/...

I was thinking...what should I do during the hols? now havent hols also feel so sien d...=/...
cant be gaming for the whole day mah...I havent let my parents kill...my comp also will explore la... haiz.... oh...and...my god...I cut off all my classes d...tuitions are excluded of cuz...==...no more dancing class..no more piano... ==...

any suggestion for me to do during this hols? haha..xD

(weird post anyway...no sequence at all...haha.. cuz I typed it out without any hesitation...just write out everything that appeared in my blur blur mind? lolx?)

Chu~ <3

2009-11-07T13:23:00.007+08:00

do it do it~ chu~ <3>
well...wy..I'm addicted to the melody d...XD...
this song is just so cool...and I like the mv...
but...but...
suli's outfits is horrible...=S...

lazy to upload the vid here...
but link is provided...XD
watch it when you're free...haha...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4T9PKY-H9iM

do it do it chu~ haha...

chu...f(x)'s first single...
kinda love their songs...lacha ta and chu~ haha...
but too bad...they are under sm... (cruel company...==)
f(x) sounds like our add maths chap 1 functions...haha...
I used to call them function group anyway...XD...

f(x) = x+5??

it's a special group name huh... ><...

okok...stop me...
if not I'll continue crap about kor news...XD....
btw...I found out that my posts mostly about kpop...haha...
like my last post...is about jeung yong hwa...
wy said his name sounds abit weird?
but not to mention...he's just so cute!! wakaka...
YUN cuter..XD...

aikks...
let me catch up f(x) - chu live performance first...
tata~

do it do it chu~ XD

Jeung Yong Hwa...=)

2009-11-06T04:42:00.005+08:00

knock! knock! haha...
it's 5am now!!wohoo~
and I'm still here updating my blog...><...

tatatata.... addicted to this kor drama lately...XD...

미남이시네요

like one of the member very much!! A.N.Jell... and he is...ta da ta da....

Jeung Yong Hwa!!

><...sweet....^-^

Yeng...=O

cute...^.^

oh yeah... v(^_^)V

was crazy over finding his pics and biodata...o(^.^)o...he is so damn cute... XD...

actually I duno why I sudd like him so much...XD....

maybe it's bcuz of his character in this drama...=)...warm and caring...

watever he did to park shin yi, my heart will pump very fast...

and... my mind cant stop thinking about him.. xD...

obviously...I dont LOVE him...just think that he's cute...=D...

BUT

I love JUNG YUN HO!!!

okok...nvm...just ignore it...=D...

okok....really need to go to bed d...haha...

anyeong...=)

Jeung Yun Ho! Jeung Yong Hwa! Hwaiting!! Saranghae...o(^^)o

haiz...

2009-11-02T22:54:00.005+08:00

aloha~ this is sm town from korea~ amigo~

lolx...seaside~

chadeureum sing sing dallyeo dallyeo...

shalalala lala~

I miss you guys so much...

oppas..must always take good care of yourself.. ^^...

always support you!

always keep the faith!! ^^

got back 2 papers today...hmm..eng and mod maths...for me.. it's not a good results tho...haiz... I was like omg when I got back my eng p2 and mod maths... feel like killing myself when I saw those CARELIESS mistakes!!! yiishh... dont wanna talk about my results here...kinda embarassing...=/.. change topic!! haha...><...

actually I got ntg much to say about today... school kinda sienz...ntg to do... =/... planned to sing in class with karyn since teachers arent teaching but we failed to do so cuz no mood...XD...well...students are sitting there doing ntg but teachers are busy marking exam papers...mr.ravi havent finish marking our add maths paper... but I'm so deseperate to know my marks...just give him another day? lolx...dont care... sienz sienz sienz...school is just so sienz now... but still...I prefer what we are having now... unlike someone...haha...during exam say hate it but after exam say love it...wakakaka... weird weird dei...=/... lolx

ntg much to talk about...sienz...

you're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker...XD...
lacha lacha ta ta...

okok...another random update...=/
yun come and save me...
CHA BONG GUN!!! XD
cant wait for the next episode...but I dont think I can stand it when yun and ara..TT...

oo... before I end this post...
wanna wish my dad...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! =D...

btw...another birthday girl...tadadada...

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ZOEY!!! o(^-^)o

shinki gonna celebrate with you...=)...imgaine...imagine...haha...

tagged by mizumi, karyn and cheefai...=)

2009-11-01T01:43:00.006+08:00

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。 (1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。 (2) 不行擅自塗改題目。 (3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。 (4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。 ♥ 被点到的:

Huiyien
wenyi
wansan
karyn
meiling
yokemun
cheefai
zhenearn
manhim
boey

﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

01 - [ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: 是啊~还是好朋友呢~ ^^~

02 - [ 10号是男还是女? ]:: 男

03 - [ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: dota 啦...

04 - [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: 两个妹妹

05 - [ 7号姓氏? ]:: Leong

06 - [ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: 中性人。应该不错

07 - [ 4号有人追吗? ]:: 应该有... =D

08 - [ 承上2号呢? ]:: 我还号2上承...==...

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: no idea~ XD...刚收到消息说是sky blue...=)

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: 当然啦！哈哈

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: 23-7?

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: SMKBUD(4)

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: 忘记了

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: 一个月

15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: 有。

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: 废话...当然了。

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: 非常喜欢～　o(^-^)o

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: 不错的朋友...^^

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: 只有 *ehem* 才懂吧...哈哈

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: 爱！是朋友我都爱！XD

﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: Mizumi, Karyn, Cheefai

2. 你们认识多久呢:: Mizumi:今年 Karyn : 两年　Cheefai :　忘了

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: 是。

4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: chingu!! 朋有... =D

5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何:: 都很好玩...

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: 唱歌？哈哈

﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会...

答 : 蹲下来抱着身子大叫!!! XD

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了,你会...

答 :目不转睛的看! 哈哈～

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具

答 : 脚踏车...比较爽..XD

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗

答 : nono...==...

問 : 会的。。

答 : lacha lacha ta ta....

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的

答 : Nokia...

問 : 海边对你來说是

答 : 天堂！很轻松放松～^^

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗

答 : ==...no...

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗

答 : 懒惰的我...哈哈～

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁

答：BOEY CHEN WEI

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会

答：减咯...哈哈

問 : 自恋適合你吗?

答 :　自嘲有啦～

kamsahabnida...^^

2009-10-30T23:58:00.003+08:00

you're my heart heart heart heart heart~breaker!!

lacha lacha ta ta~

finally~ finally~
the day has come...
finals!!! BYE BYE!!!
WAKAKAKAKA...
okok...let me chill down first...haha..XD

hui yien
wenyi
wansan
karyn
yokemun
meiling
abi
cheefai
manhim
zhenearn
engkhoon

aligatogozaimas...XD... thanks for the prezzie...love it...^^

well...kinda excited today...I mean very excited...
I was like OMG when I saw AA3!!! o.O...
chill chill... thanks... *hug*... *hug*

finals over d!! be happy and relax now...^^...
dont emo emo d...we should enjoy life...

la la la la la la~ la la la la la la~
Mister...by kara...XD

btw...just a random update...

you're my heart heart heart heart heart~ breaker~ o(^^)o

hate study...==...

2009-10-26T19:50:00.004+08:00

this is so not me...
this is the first time I dont feel like singing when listening to music...
too stress?
too lonely?
too...what?

I didnt study much...
that's why I'm so stress now...
I really scare I got to say goodbye to teratai! T.T

feel so depress now...Zzz...
duno what my mind is thinking...Zzz

hope yun can cheer me up...XD...=3

dreaming again..TT

piano mood...=D

2009-10-17T23:07:00.005+08:00

canon

kenangan terindah

love in the ice

today in piano mood.. so I just recorded it down...

got love in the ice... canon (chorus) and hmm...kenangan terindah (chorus)...

haha....I screwed up love in the ice...haiz...TT...

kenangan terindah might be weird...cuz I dont have the piano piece...><...

played the melody and add the chords in only...

sorry for damaging your hearing...><...

paiseh...paiseh...ciao~

like the melody and harmony in love...=)

2009-10-17T01:27:00.003+08:00

ding dong!!
back to update my dead dead dead blog...
but who cares? lolx...

oh..before that...

Happy Deepavali!!!

hmm...ntg much to blog about...
but someone requested me to update it...
so... I'm here to say...anyeong bloggie...haha...

hmmm......
thinking very hard... =/
................................................
what should I blog about? lolx...
exam period...
ntg special happen leh...
everyday study only...=/

like the melody and harmony in love~

this line keep pop out in my mind...

love this song very much...

colours by jae joong and yu chun...^^...

I miss five of them...very very much...

especially yunho...><...

always keep the faith!!

cassiopeia will always stand by you...

and give warmth to you like how the song sounds like...

like the melody and harmony in love~

frienship...^^

2009-10-08T10:47:00.004+08:00

I really love you guys as my friends...
I really like being the best friend of yours...
appreciate everything...
having you guys as my best friends is the best thing of the world...

whenever I'm sad...
you guys will stand by my side...
whenever I'm siao...
you guys will always be there too...

I share all my tears and smiles with you guys...
you guys are being so patient to listen me crying over my stupid probs...
I'm really sorry and appreciate it...very much...

secret? what is that?
I dont want this to be the wall between us...
there's no secret between us...
I told you everything about me...
told you how I feel all the time....
told you what my stupid prob is...

this time...
I really didnt mean to hide secret from you...
and I didnt know things will end up like this...

just dont let this small little prob ruin our friendship?
we've been together for 4 years...
and I still can remember when is the first time I met you guys...
remember all those happy memories...
remember all those fights we had...
haha....it's childish and weird though...
just cant remember what's the point of it...
but after those fights..
I'm sure that our friendship gone stronger...
and we know each other better...^^

so...
why dont we just continue the happiness?
enjoy the happiness of friendship...

hope that our friendship will last forever...^^

tired...

2009-10-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

I'm really tired now...
really really tired...
tired of everything I did..
tired of everything I think..
tired of bad moods...
let's just forget everything...
and this has finally come to an end...

Happy Birthday to my dearest chingu...HUI YIEN!! ^^

2009-10-05T16:15:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to Hui Yien...

Happy Birthday to YOU..^^

Happy sweet 16th!!! =D

birhtday girl..^^

let me tell you more about her...=)

can you still remember this pic..><...
both of you ah...=/

who you texting? hehe...><

outing...^^...the four of us..^^

HUI YIEN, me and that perasan old man...=O

so hardworking nia? o.O

hehe..scout camp...><..

can you find HUI YIEN? haha...

hehe...HUI YIEN and jac jac..^^

YIEN YIEN and San San...

dance prac at my house...><...

sorry about that...><...lolx...

haha..malam bakat...the five of us..^^

friends forever...=)

the 5 besties...^^

last but not least...all of us here are wishing you...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

SAENGILCHUKAHABNIDA!!

HAPPY SWEET 16TH!

MY DEAREST CHINGU...

HUI YIEN

p.s. Hope you like the present...=)

to my friends...

2009-10-01T22:24:00.007+08:00

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang telah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

this song is really nice...
addicted to the melody of it..><..
I rmb I love lively songs in the past...
but things have changed...
I'm more to smooth songs now..
maybe these songs can describe my feelings well...^^...

in the blogging mood now...
there's some words I wanna tell my friends..^^

karyn...
eh eh eh...
still dont want to tell me?
not ready or feel shy? =/
you and hy's mind packed with something that I duno...=/
hmm...kinda curious...lolx...
if you dont wanna tell also nvm de...^^...
I dont mind...
but ah...
both of you dont sudd get emo or what...
I very cham one leh..TT..

huiyien...
are you ok these days?
what is troubling you lately? =/
as a best friend of yours...
I'm quite concern about you...^^...
I dont mind lending you my ears whenever you want to tell grandmother stories...
just dont think too much like I do...><... just let it be... as I always say... everything goes on how it should be...^^

wenyi...
study add maths la...><...
I'm gonna die soon also...haiz...
let's study together!! lolx...
aza aza hwaiting!!!
btw...next time when you are in bad mood...
do share with us...
dont keep it to yourself...^^..
that's why you need friends for?
friends are meant to share everything together...
and help you when you are in trouble..^^... f
riends will always stand by your side...
supporting you..^^

San San ah...
know you wont read my blog...haha...
and I dont think you know I owned a blog? lolx...
nvm...miss ya...
miss those days we had in f1, f2 and f3...
hope our friendships will never end...^^
you are always my best friend..^^

Jac...
I thought I have the strongest base with you...
we have been knowing each other for...8 years?
but it didnt end up like how it supposed to be...
hmm...nvm...but we had happy memories too..^^..
you are still my best friend anyway..^^
friends forever!! ^^

tired of everything...

2009-09-29T23:24:00.005+08:00

tired of school days...
tired of exam...
tired of everything that bother me so much...

final exam is just around the corner...o.O
and I'm lack of time to study...=/
2 weeks? or maybe less than that...@@

never touch a single sub so far...die~
next week wed terry exam.. siao~
and my add maths sux... god~

think I got to put my head in studies...
concentrate!! focus!! come on!!
><

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sometimes you just couldn't help yourself from thinking too much...
those stupid probs will just stuck in your head anytime...
and this really freaks me out...
it's really really annoying tho...
trying hard to get rid of it...
but still...

3 of us...+ perasan old man...

2009-09-26T01:08:00.011+08:00

I'm back to update my dead little blog...
wanna update my blog with some nice songs again..
well..I found out that...
actually breathe not bad...by g dragon also...
oh and kara - Mr. ...nice song..^^...
thanks to karyn...I'm addicted to claire's songs lately...
seriously...her songs really can tell my feelings well...><...
anyway...I'm still wondering what's in kar's mind? hmm...
since she doesnt want to tell me...
then the only thing I can do is...cheer her up?!
karyn!! dont be sad or confused! just be yourself? haha...
shoo shoo~ negative thoughts...^^...

ok...let's not talk about this,...
hmm... went out with hy and wy today...for movies!! haha
today mmg siao...watched 2 movies in a row...><...
we watched tsunami at 12pm and where got ghost at 2.30pm..
no time for lunch...well...I skipped my breakfast also...
was busy helping my dad to type quotationsssss the whole morning...==
so I was late for todays outing...
sorry hy! sorry wy! haha...paiseh...
since hy described what I wore today...so...hehe...XD
well...hy wore a plain white shirt with collar...and jeans...><...
ohya...and slippers..haha...
same goes to wy...just that she wore a black one...
btw, wy's shirt has the same design as boey's...
hmm...I mean almost...><...lol

tsunami is so damn nice!! haha...
I like the cute little couple...haha...damn cute!! and funny!
the girl abit sampat anyway...haha...
but I dont like the ending..
the guy sacrificed his life in order to save a stupid guy...Zzz...
btw...I know I laughed alot...haha...><...paiseh...
maybe that's the reason why I dont feel so cold like both of you...
keep complaining nia...haha...><...

where got ghost...
my god..this movie damn...lame? haha...but funny also la...
not that scary anyway...><.. abit creepy...><...
gonna watch this movie with family again on sun..^^...

we went benefits today!! ahah...saw maybe baby..><...
the perfume micky using now?
went to etude house also...
but dont dare to take a look at the products...
cuz the promoter came to us... felt paiseh...><...
so we walked away...bet the promoters feel mm song? haha...

met boey after movies....><...
sorry boey..didnt know there's msg...haha...
cant really hear the ringtone...><...
next time text hy or wy..haha...they reply faster..^^...
btw!! you still owe me starbucks!! me and hy I mean..
we dont want ribena or coke...Zzz....

hmm....wy and hy ciao at 5 something...cuz they got tuition...
so left me and boey that perasan old man...==...
chatted a while then ciao...haha...
but i have to say...you guys damn chun one la...
go malacca with 100+ pocket money? o.O...

okok...think I should end this post now...damn long...o.O...
anyeong~ ^^

You're my heart breaker...

2009-09-20T17:17:00.013+08:00

You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker...

naega mwoljalmotaenneunji...

You're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker...

no way~ no way~

HEARTBREAKER...by G dragon...^^...

ACTUALLY...

I dont really like this song when I first heard it...><...

BUT...
when I was youtube-ing yest...I saw this mv...
NOW...
I'm totally in love with song...
cant stop replaying it..><....haha...

HEARTBREAKER mv... I demanded YOU to watch!! lolx...

G dragon is sooooo cute!!!
I like the part...

jike jike jike tae...

damn cute!!! ^^
I love the dance anyway..
very energetic...^^...

btw...
I edited some pics...Heartbreaker...^^...

well...
was addicted to edit pics lately...><...
but still need to improve my skill of designing...haha...
still havent get used to the tools...hmm...=/

I know I'd been posting lyrics and songs in my last few posts...
bcuz those songs I posted..
can express the feeling I'm having now..^^...

colors...

lacha ta...

别在哭了...

最后一次...

(TT...a touching song...you can listen it in my last post...)

知道...

I knew I loved you...

you make me wanna...

(thanks to hy...I love this song also...><)

and lots more...^^...

I have to say that...
I really cant live without MUSIC...

music is part of my life now!!

You're my heart heart heart breaker

You're my heart heart heart breaker breaker

H.e.a.r.t breaker (no way)

I'm out

最后一次...

2009-09-19T23:16:00.004+08:00

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里
舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了
去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去
却并不容易
生死由天决定
不要太伤心

我永远爱你

this is really a touching song..
I cried after listening to it...TT...

her story...
her voice...
her song...
her feeling...
the melody...

can you feel it?

叶子...^^

2009-09-18T09:14:00.002+08:00

I knew I loved you...

2009-09-17T05:05:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

A thousand angels dance around you(and the whos here)
I am complete now that I've found you(and the whos here)

short hair...><

2009-09-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

I cut my hair d!! to short hair!! haha...cant believe that...><...how badly I wanna cut my hair since I was f1? haha... but I just cant...bcuz of ballet...Zzz... and now... I'm stopping ballet for like one year... so..I can use this opportunity to cut it short!! wakakaka...^^... quite happy!! but I feel weird at the same time...hehe... it's like you'd just disposed some heavy load from your head? haha...ok...what a bad description...><... I never cut short hair before...ok...maybe once...=/...that was a nightmare man...I cut my hair when I was six...when I think back...I feel that I was so stupid...why I made a deal with my dad? cutting my hair in turn to get a pair of boots? Zzz...damn sakai la... my hair was like mushroom style...==...dont wanna recall this stupid incident...my god..TT...so... I'm 16 now...and I just cut my long long hair...><...after 10 years...I'm back to short hair again...well... it's kinda weird...haha..my head feel so light now... without the "tail" haha...><...but feel so yeng also...hmm...it might be weird and ugly...wakakaka...but...I dont care la...hairs will grow mah...right...lolx...^^...

aiya...I was in blogging mood just now...
but I've lost the mood now...Zzz...
so...just let this be a short post?! ^^
toodles...

hmm....

2009-09-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

aiya...yest too tired d...so didnt come online..
hmm..missed a nice day...><...090909!!! wakakkaka

btw...I'm not in the mood to blog now...
so...let's jsut make this short..^^...
I "forced" myself to update...haha...
hmm...we actually dissected frog today...
of cuz I dont dare to touch the froggie...TT...
I saw all the internal organs...eww...
and the heart...><...and the shit too...sakai zukuan...damn disgusting...=S
nvm...haha...once in my life time... ><...

aiya...boey ah boey...
you still owe me one starbucks!!
stop complaining about my friends la...lolx
you also didnt give me my present yet!!
haha..STARBUCKS!!!

btw...mh ah mh...
you also.. you should have confess yest mah...
dont know how to zhen xi...aiya...sat bai sat bai... lolx...

that's all for today...lazy blog d...toodles..^^

Daorae...^^

2009-09-07T21:52:00.013+08:00

do you know how long I've been waiting for this day to come...><... and now... wakakakakak~

TATATATA...this is DAORAE!!! the korean bbq restaurant!! wakakaka... SHINKI went there before!! wohoO~ and I just had my dinner there...to celebrate my so called "belated birthday"..lolx!!

once I stepped in, the boss said anyeonghasaeyo...which simply means hello~ haha... btw...I dont think the touke know eng...cuz he used sign language when talking to me...><...haha...will tell you why he talked to me...be patient...^^...haha...well.. after we placed ourself...the waiter gave us the menu...all of us were like...ok?! what should we do now? or should I say what should we order...><...haha...how embarassed it was...we sat there for so long... looking at the menu over and over again..my dad insisted me to take order..but the prob is...I dont even know how the foods taste like...><...I didnt even try a kimchi before...><...

we gave up at last...we asked the tauke to gai siu some nice foods to us...haha...he was like...wait wait...then a waiter came...lolx...btw...I wanna stress that koreans are really fair!! my god...><... I think I should use TOP as my body shampoo...><... haiz...nvm...okok...let me continue...hmm...the waiter came and introduce some nice foods to us...and my dad decided everything...I bet he was really hungry after the hard works today....haha...so...we ordered one bbq chicken...one bbq pork...and err...some..kimchi soup + maggie...paiseh...I dont really know what is that known as...but it's delicious...><...

while we were waiting for the foods to arrive...I took this opportunity to walked around and snap pics...
my god...my mind cant stop telling me that...SHINKI came here before!!! hahaha...
and I'm here having my dinner...wow! it feels so good!! damn happy...><..

it's so real!!! it's real anyway...the signature!! TT...how I hope I can take it home...><... should I go and rob it tonight...=/

TT...I want the signature!! TT...

shinki and the chef...btw...I cant see chang min....=/

ok...when I was about to take more pics along the staircase...o.O...(wow...there's lots man!! my god...) the restaurant got 2 floors btw...haha...we should have go up there and eat...it feels so...tradisional...><...and that's the place shinki had their meal...><....

okok...let me continue...when I was about to take more pics...haha... my bro asked me to go back to my seat...the foods had arrived...I was like...OMG...so fast...><...

looks spicy but it isn't spicy at all...><...it tastes good anyway..I like the kimchi!! wakakakak...

bbq...^^...nice!! oishi~ ><...

wow!! I was damn full...><...the foods are really delicious...yummy yummy...aiyin!! you are right!! kor foods taste good!! wakakka...><...but seems like my bro dont really enjoy it...haha...he hate spicy foods anyway...lolx...

ok...after that I decided to continue my adventure to take more shinki pics...haha...well..It was quite paiseh to walk around and take pics...but..I cannot miss this chance...I duno when will be next time I can come again...><... haha...btw...the tauke saw me taking pics around like siao ki...><...haha...he came to me and said take more pics...take as much as you like...haha...he said this to me using sign language..><...actually I felt quite paiseh and embarassed...><...but...haha...he was quite friendly though...haha...

this is the upper department...haha...all koreans I bet...><...we should have sit here...

2nd asia tour concert poster!! my god!!! I nearly scremed when I saw this...I missed the concert..TT

forum gathering...haha..to celebrate junsu's birthday last year...actually i wanted to go...but my parents dont let...so...what to do..haiz..TT...

birthday wishes to micky...><

korean foods arent cheap at all...the bill kills my eyes..@@... do you know that we actually ate 100++ bucks...my god...but all of us are really full...and I feel so satisfied now!

thanks daddy! thanks mummy! ^^...

when we were about to leave the restaurant...he said thankyou to my dad...hmm...it sounds weird...=X..then he bow to my mum and he actually pai my shoulder and said kamsamida...><

wow!!! there still got lots of pics I didnt upload...bcuz I wouldnt have enough space or time to upload everything...><...haha...this is just more than enough...hahah...only cassie feel happy seeing all these pics...but for those who are no interested...they might feel I'm really siao and lame...haha..but I dont care how ppl think...just be yourself!! wakaka...I LOVE SHINKI!! and I'm NOT SHY to admit it...^^...dong bang shin ki!! saranghae!!! always keep the faith..^^

tag tag tag...^^

2009-09-06T22:52:00.010+08:00

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people!

wansan
huiyien
wenyi
jacqueline
karyn
chenwei
yokemun
meiling
cheefai
zhenearn
manhim
shaunjing
huiliang
kimberly
engkhoon
chiunwei
shaun
khoyyan
yongquan
royston
daniel
lishan
jiunee
yuchun
junsu
jaejoong
yunho
changmin
nicole
kent

-THE BURNING QUESTIONS-
How did u meet 10?
-zhenearn- school? same class...^^
What would you do if you had nvr meet 6?
-chenwei- I wont get a free starbucks...><

What should you do if 28 and 29 dated?
-changmin and nicole- NO WAY! but this is impossible...
If you could marry between 12 and 27 who will it be?
-shaunjing and yunho- YUNHO!!! HE'S MY DREAM MAN!! o(^-^)o
Did you ever like 9?
-cheefai- noway...impossible...==
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-Jacqueline- ya...maybe once...><
Woud 24 and16 make a good couple?
-yuchun and chiunwei- NO WAY!!!
Would 24 and 25 make a good couple?
-yuchun and junsu- 100% YES!!! YUSU!! cute cute cute...><
Describe 8.
-meiling- cute!! funny...><...a nice person to talk with...
Tell me something about 17.
-shaun- drawing sux..but funny..^^
Whats 7's fav colour?
-yokemun- hmm...no idea...><
What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she likes you?
-wansan- I will hug her and say I love you too darling! lolx...
When was the last time you talkes to 15?
-engkhoon- cant rmb...><
How do you think 19 feels about you?
-yongquan- duno? =/
What language does 13 speak?
-huiliang- chinese...
Who is 30 going out with?
-kent- nobody. wakakakakakaka
Whats is 5's fav music?
-karyn- wow...alot man...><

Would you ever date 22?
-lishan- I would like to if I have the chance...XD
Is 11 single?
-manhim- ya...but there's someone in his heart...o.O
Whats is 14's last name?
-Kimberly- Ng
Would you ever want to be in realtionship with 7?
-yokemun- hmm...will think about it...XD
Where does 20 live?
-royston- wa mana zai...lol
What do you think about 18?
-khoyyan- cute! haha...adorable..^^
What is the best thing about 23?
-jiunee- dance with me..^^
What would you like to tell 30 right now?
-kent- thanks for your prezzie...love it so much...^^
What is the best and worst thing about 2?
-huiyien- best friends!! haha...but she doesnt want to accept me..TT
Are you going to know 3 forever?
-wenyi- yup! best friends forever..^^
How long have you known 26?
-jaejoong- haha!! last year november till forever...^^

last but not least...^^...

Happy Birthday!!!

Yong Quan

I love you too..^^

2009-09-03T21:04:00.010+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

DAMN FREAKING HIGH NOW!!

SS501!!! WOW!!!

HYUNG JUN OPPA! SARANGHAE!! I LOVE YOU TOO!!!

OMG! I screamed after I came out from that room!!

he's damn leng zai wei!! damn fair...damn skinny...

not to admit that his smile is really attractive...he smiled all the way and he's so charming!!! ><... my god!! his face has captured in my mind now....he's damn cute!! very leng zai..o.O...

okok..wait...let me start from the beginning? haha...

let me tell you everything about the fans meeting? ><...

after school...went to some restaurant for lunch...aiya...think I'll just skip this part la...hahah.. ><... hmm...well...reached zoey's house at around 3.30pm...wy was already there once I stepped into the house...haha...she was actually writing a letter to ss501...and of cuz another letter to shinki..><... actually our plan was to ask hyun joong to pass the letters to shinki...but we feel so guilty to do that...><...

this is the letter I wrote for ss501...well it's...weird though...XD...last min work again..XD

oh...and this is the letter I wrote for shinki... was short of time...no time to design it nicely...TT...sob...and there's alot I want to tell them...but the spaces are limited...hmm...nvm...

these are the 2 letters I wrote...we were really short of time...no time for us to write something special or nice...><...wow!! it took me ages to squeeze out a word in ss501's letter...my mind went blank...cant think of anything to write...cuz I duno them as well as I do to shinki...><...so...practically I was just crapping in da letter...><... I dont even know how to spell their name... how to write..or the pronouciation...XD... damn paiseh...hmm...although I did some research yest night...but I still cant recognize them...perhaps..I only know hyun joong and hyung jun...><...

btw...It isnt that easy to write hangul man...my korean words cacated...TT...I think I ruined the letter by adding the ugly korean words I wrote...TT...but...as long as it is meaningful then it shouldn't be a prob..haha...hope they wont laugh at it...cuz it's really ugly...><...

I wrote to shinki too...^^...wow...writing to shinki and ss501 are totally a diff story...my hand cant stop writing when comes to shinki's letter...haha...well...although it's really hard for me to express my feelings or tell them how I feel to them in the letter...but...I was damn happy when writing to them... ><... and...I wrote till...damn...haha...you will feel geli when you read it...><... nvm..

anyway...it took us around one and a half hour to finish everything...ss501 and shinki's letter...XD...wow...by that time it is already 5...wy was like...fast fast fast!! we dont have much time!! lolx...for your information...I know there will be like hundreds of ppl...but I didnt expect that...it was so crowded!! OMG!!

me, wy and zoey...><

can you imagine that we were squeezing each other like sardine...my god...everyone was pushing here and there...damn hot...and yet...sweaty...><...

wow... anyway...we reached there at 5.30pm...we were really late...everyone was queueing up at the parking lot...wow...can you imagine that? parking lot wei!! what a "cold" place... and it was so crowded...my god...can you imagine the atmosphere there? Zzz...

okok...when we got there...the first thing we wanna do is...buy their ALBUM!! haha...do you know that one album costs 70 bucks...TT...I really bankrupt d..haiz...my AA3!! TT...haiz...actually we can buy the album straight away from the stall...but the stupid ppl kept shouting that we need to queue up..wth...he gave us the wrong information...we almost cant get in to see oppas all because of him la...Zzz...luckily they sell the albums at the entrance..if not..I will feel..well..quite dissapointed? =/...

anyway..we were really sad and feel so hopeless when the manager told us that the albums were sold out...zz...I was struggling in my mind...should I give up? or continue queieing up like the others? haha...><

at first...I gave up d...I went out the line with wy...xD...well...very hard to describe my feeling at that time...I felt so...dissapointed? or maybe sad? I dont really know what's the feeling...haha...><...

but I found the light! the hope! haha...when I looked into the entrance from outside (the walls are transparent)...I was like OMG! they are selling the albums...me and wy quickly ran back to the line...XD...OMG!! haha...I was so damn happy!! so excited! I was like...OMG! I can finally meet ss501!! wakakaka...><...

zoey bought the album for us...haha...and we were like so gan jiong...haha...damn sakat...><...keep tidying our hair...cuz by that time...we were sweating like mad... =S...

omg! the door! the door! when I stepped in...I was like...OMG! they are so near!! so near that I can see their face that clear...my heart was beating...very fast...very fast...I was way too excited!! OMG is the only word I can say...cuz I duno how to express it in another way!! my god!!! we need to queue up...again..Zzz...one by one walk up to the stage and get their signature...

I was standing on hyung jun's line...I was like...omg omg omg...damn panic!! damn excited! damn HAPPY!!! haha... I saw hyun joong too!! my god...he's damn leng zai!! he looks better in real life!! I cant believe that I actually saw him with my bear eyes!! oh! there was once he looked to our lane...and I was like siao po..holding the album and keep smiling (over excited)...wy waved to him...haha...he smiled back...^^...damn cute!! leng zai lar...XD...haha...

oh ya...there's something interesting happened when I went up to the stage and get hyung jun's signature...><...well...let you see some pics first before I tell...OMG...XD

OMG!! ss501!! we are not allowed to take pics..Zzzz..

ss501!! so near...so near... but...I still cant manage to take their pics...Zzz..

haha.. aiya...before we enter the room...the security said we cant take pics...Zzz..but...he said...we can take pics from far..but not in front of them...because this needs copyright..Zzz...haiz...what a waste...i thought of taking pics with them de mah...TT...nvm...haiz..

okok...let me continue my story...XD...hehe... hmm.. when I got up there...I was like...OMG!! hyung jun is damn freaking cute!! he's damn leng zai wei!! what a nice skin... fair...no pimples at all!! ^^... okok... I was attracted by his cuteness... and well...actually I was waiting for him to say hi or anyeong like he did to zoey and wy...but he didnt...I stonned there...but he was smiling at me...><...so I just said...anyeonghasaeyo!! wakaka...he said anyeong to me too... then I passed the album for him to sign... we were in "silent mode" that time...so I think of saying WELCOME TO MALAYSIA!! he looked at me...and said...oh...ya...haha...thanks...^^...damn cute la him... and and and...ta ta ta ta... this line make me stunned there...and I was like OMG!! I was so damn high!! he sudd said " I LOVE YOU TOO" to me?! OMG!! I was like...thank you thank you? or... what? I cant remember what was my reaction? haha... actually i should have say "saranghae!!" haha...but my mind went blank that time...then I passed the letter I wrote to him...he was like...oh! thanks..^^...then we shooked hands!! I was damn freaking happy! not gonna wash my right hand tonight...XD.... (btw...we didnt pass the letters we wrote for shinki to hyun joong...because we feel so guilty and it's damn paiseh to ask someone to do you a favor...><...)

after I got out from the room!! I screamed!! me and zoey!! screamed!! OMG!!! he said I love you to me!! my god...hmm...well...think back carefully I'm sure that he said I LOVE.... not really sure about the last few words...but what I heard was I LOVE YOU TOO...or maybe he actually said I love Malaysia? hmm...I dont care...just think that he said I love you to me...wakakak...let me syiok syiok la...XD...my best birthday present!! haha... ><... damn happy la! excited wei...><.

we were actually trying to sneak in again and get hyun joong's signature...but while we were waiting outside there...someone sudd announced that...the activity over d...I really pity those who cant get the signature...haiz...

OMG!!! hyung jun's signature!!! ^^...saranghae oppa...><...

Today we were damn high!! haha...we ran here and there.. we even hope to see them after the activity..but somebody said they went for dinner.. and not heading to the car...so...all of us was like...aiya...nvm... =/... sudd! someone shouted...they are on the other side!! haha...all of us ran there!! OMG! I mean EVERYONE was running!! haha...damn yeng la...><... but when we reached there... still cant see them la...Zzzz...nvm... then we called this as a day!! haha..went back home after that..^^...

OMG!!! today I wont wash my right hand!! I wont!! haha...I will place it on my face and sleep...><...and the line..."I love YOU!" haha...my head will spin whenever I think of this!! damn happy la wei...><...

last but not least!! haha....SS501 아자아자!화이팅! ^^~ aza aza hwaiting..^^...

it's just a normal day..^^

2009-09-02T22:56:00.006+08:00

well... today is known as...hmm....gui jie..XD...lolx... it's better to stay at home though...=S
but at the same time...it's my birthday too...Zzz...
hmm...didnt expect much la...just a normal day...^^...thanks kar, thanks hy, thanks wy...and thanks those who wished me...lolx...thanks for all your wishes...haha...especially kar...wow...you really wished me everywhere..o.O..haha...and ws...love ya...XD...jac too...haha...siao siao one...=X... lolx...><...

finally I made a conclusion...^^...
miracles really dont exist...I really dont belive in it now...haha...
well...gonna start a new lifestyle...and this is a must...cuz I dont wanna suffer anymore. ^^...
aza aza hwaiting! ^^

oh ya..ss501 is coming to one world hotel tomorrow!! wohoo~ just got my dad's permission..^^...hehe...it's gonna be fun? i guess...haha...but..I'm gonna bankrupt soon... cuz we can only get in by purchasing one of their albums..but the prob is...I dont have any..hmm...nvm la...just go there and see leng zai..XD...ss501!! wait for me!! haha...

I'm still hoping that shinki can come...^^...

hmm...nothing much to share about...it's just a normal day..^^

Oh Yeah~ ^^

2009-09-01T15:04:00.009+08:00

wohoo~ finally!! school reopened!! wakakaka.. the boring hols had finally come to an end! oh yeah! lolx...well...today is 1-9-09!! new life! new day! and happy day..^^...I think I might need to say sayonara to emo!! haha!!^^

.............

hmm...I duno what to say now...kinda speechless...

*mind blanking*...XD...actually..I just feel like updating my blog...

but my brain cant come up with any idea on what to write? =/

aiya..just allowed me to share some "qian" I made...haha...
sorry for damaging your eye sight...
I'm really terrible in using photoshop..paiseh...><
but I'm figuring out the uses of those confusing tools..=S

My beloved Uknow...saranghae..><...

stand by you...^^

It's really weird though..><...

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH..

Bad mood?!

2009-08-30T01:41:00.013+08:00

today is really my ~~bad day~~... haiz...
nothing bad had actually happened...
just that I'm in bad mood condition these days..Zzz...
I dont feel like talking, texting, onlining, reading or whatever...
just feel...so..lost? lost in nowhere...and cant find my way out..TT...
I know I'd blogged about my bad mood in my last few posts..
but it's true..I couldnt help myself...
everything turns so badly that I couldnt ever imagine...
how I hope I could forget everything when the sun rises the next morning...
how badly I want to get rid of it...out of sight.. out of mind...
but seems like my brain cant understands my words...

miracles?!
what does that mean?
hopeful? ~~hopeless~~?
it is actually depends on you...
everyone has diff theory about it...
but...for me...
I'm still thinking that ~~miracles~~ do no exist in my life...

well...
when everything has come to an end...
it is time to say goodbye...
let it go...
let it be...
no regrets...
no worries...

as I always say...
everything goes on how it should be...
we cant stop anything from happenning...
so just let the god to decide our destiny...

p.s.
hope I wont be blogging over my sad feelings after this post...^^
hope I will turn back to the cheerful...siao siao me?!...^^
but I'm still hoping miracles could happen in my life...
although I still dont believing it...><

I just dont love you no more~

2009-08-28T14:26:00.007+08:00

I just realised I posted 3 posts in a day on 25th aug?! o.O...but of cuz..diff time la?lolx..these days are really driving me nuts..my god..siez..Zzz... why h1n1? haiz..no more outing with friends...yest is the only day I went out...sienz.. ==...

Know what? I'm suppose to sit in my tuition centre now...but...Zzz...I need help my dad to 'work'..so...end up I need to skip the tuition which I dont really want to...now..I need to face the comp for duno how many hours just to print out all his stuff...It might take 4 to 5 hours to finish up all these printings..Zz..my god...Zzz..sien... I hate this hols!! TT..I miss school days..I miss my friends too althought I just saw them yest? haha..but schooling is fun...dont you think so? xD

actually I'm in bad mood these days...I duno why? just feel sad without knowing the reason? maybe the only reason is too sien...that's why I'm here bloging...haha...I seldom update my blog one...but since I got ntg to do...so just update la...actually blogging is quite fun..it's a nice place to express your own feelings..

oh...there's a song I wanna share it out here...and that is...Dont love you no more by Craig David.. I feel so comfortable and relax when listening to this song...it just make me feels so...nice..^^.. the lyrics ok la...but I like this 3 lines...

I guess this time it really is goobye

you made it clear when you said

I just dont love you no more...

btw..you can check this song in my music box...^^...
tata~

Movies day...^^

2009-08-28T00:24:00.017+08:00

Hey yo! I'm back here to update my blog..lolx!! damn sien la...what a boring hols...Zzz...I thought hols should be fun..but this term...totally terbalik...Zzz...sien sien sien....==...

ohya..let me make this clear..lolx...actually my last post was pointless...just suddenly think of miracles? then just simply write?! since I was sooo damn freaking sien...==... lol...you guys think too much la? what are you guys suspecting at? Zzz...but it's true that I wasnt in a good mood that night...thanks hy! thanks kar! thanks for cheering me up..^^...but I still support my point...I really dont believe in miracles..I'm more on facts...hehe..^^...so yea...^^... oh! need to mention another friend here...hehe...he's kind tho...^^...thanks for cheering me up..shaun..^^..is that the correct spelling? lolx...paiseh...thanks for the drawings too...It really helps..aligatogaizaimas...^^

Aha! todays outing was ok?! well..to me...duno? maybe I was over excited on the day before...so I wasnt in mood today? my mind went blank and dreaming all the time...duno what I was thinking? haha...sot sot dei one me... haha..

actually we had extra class this morning... organized by mr.pek ( our new physics teacher...hmm...he's really young man...==)...but thanks to him...if not I wont be going out with you guys today..xD...let's just make this short...haha...try to cut out some stupid parts...XD...well...we watched 2 movies in a row...haha...at cineleisure...both movies also 18 and above...surprisingly all of us get to walk into the cinema? haha...that ppl didnt check properly nia..xD..or we really look that mature? Zzz...nvm...aiya... let's just talk about the movies...XD

orphan- well..this movie...not bad? but a bit boring? haha...actually I was expecting something really really really scary...but it doesnt seems that SCARY...haha...but I did jumped..and scared...XD...paiseh...luckily I wasnt sitting on the side places...TT...I bet I will scream and run away...lolx...jkjk...XD...

dance flick - hmm...this movie...quite lame? I mean very lame...haha...it is actually a combination of diff movies...watch till I kelam kabut... the movie was short tho... Zzz...nvm...

ok...think I'll have to stop here...another long post again...Zzz...btw...I forgot to mention who are the ones went...haha...got me, hy and wy of cuz...Zzz...oh...mh, cf, ze and sj (the well known gay group)...lolx... ok...stop right now...tata...anyeong...^^

oo...wait wait..before that...I wanna share a pic here...hehe...as u know..I'm a tvxq freak...what to do? they are hot man...cant stop myself from loving them...XD...I know I'm abit over reacted..just ignore me..will you? lol

OMG..isnt he sezy...XD...I love this pic man..XD

p.s. Hey ppl! This is a thursday, 27th aug 09 post...sorry for posting it late...XD...paiseh

Miracles?!

2009-08-25T23:56:00.010+08:00

Do you believe in miracles?
well..I dont...
but..sometimes I do...
For me..
miracle happens when something impossible turns possible?
this never happen on me..
never...not even once...
whenever I hoped something..
it never came true...haiz...

lets just hope miracles do exist? ^^
but everything goes on how it should be...^^...
so dont think too much..
enjoy yourself everyday...
every moment..^^

*~+* Always Keep The Faith *~+~*

SMILEY =)

BOOHOO~

RIP

Emo

missing you~

hmm...

Booha... xD

tired...

FICM

TEDDY BEAR

random...

haha...xD

tiring day...

weird...

booha~

Random

♥ singing... ^^

I'm bored!!!

Taylor's...or... IACT? hmm...=/

new blogskin..=D

♥ ...be my girl...♥

I'm back...^^

randomx...

朋友

Daorae

^^

exam...==

haihz...

.....

short update1

argh!!!!

halo k? xD

argh!!!!

5th and 6th day in halo

3rd and 4th day in halo

exam over

2nd training

first training

Love song

I hate exam!!

whoopsy

happy mother's day

2nd audition

whee~

what i've been looking for...^^

OMG!! xD

night night...^^

aiks...

I'm back...^^

lifeless...

Happy Birthday!! ^^

Shinki..^^

aloha~

Haihz...

uknow Yunho..^^

jaejoong oppa~ saenggilchukkahamnida..^^

aloha~

New Layout

Bad Day...

Happy Birthday Jac! ^^

whoa~ o(^^)o

Start of something new...=)

the last day of 2009...=)

my shoulder..my neck..my back..

was out for the whole day! =P

sienz...==

be happy...o(^^)o

Bye teratai...TT

Chu~ <3

Jeung Yong Hwa...=)

haiz...

tagged by mizumi, karyn and cheefai...=)

kamsahabnida...^^

hate study...==...

piano mood...=D

like the melody and harmony in love...=)

frienship...^^

tired...

Happy Birthday to my dearest chingu...HUI YIEN!! ^^

~+ Always Keep The Faith ~+~