argh!!!!

hiahz... yest really was my bad day ever... haihz... first time in my life... I forgot my lines when I was presenting my speech on the stage!! FIRST TIME!! I... haihz... I just feel like killing myself now!! TT... what on earth was I thinking at that moment!!! YISHHH!!!!!!!

nvm... the worst part is... when I got into the car.. I told my dad about it... and guess what?! he scolded me... WTH? I dont want to talk about the conversation between us here... and then... I cried... I duno why... but I cant stand it anymore... I really cannot tahan my tears from flowing out.. I just... haihz... I locked myself in room for the whole day... I just~ haihz... I duno why I will act like this... but just.. I cant feel any warmth in my house anymore... even my school chinese teachers came to me and give me some moral support... but my parents were totally terbalik... haihz.. TT...

I really hate myself... I duno why I forgot my lines... my mind went blank at that moment... and I started to panic... and... sudd I lost confidence to myself... no more hope... I gave up d... and my parents keep on asking why I forgot? how I know!! wth?! my mind went blank and nothing came out from my mouth so I just pause for a little while... and you keep asking me for reason... and explanation for it... wth?! then keep on bla bla bla shit!!! yishh!!! I really hate it!!!!!

I felt happier in school... today I cried for the second time again... this turn was my mum... they just couldnt understand how I feel... and keep on nagging about it... and go on and on... they didnt care how I feel... they just telling me things at the wrong time... how you want me to listen to your advice... argghhh!!! I really feel like screaming now!!

5th and 6th day in halo

ok... back to update again... it's time to update last sat and sun stuff again~ lolx

sat!

haha~ we had 我爱我的麦克风 and 话要说清楚... lolx! kinda fun actually... we actually had some physics in 我爱我的麦克风... about sound wave, frequency and those~ lolx~ not bad.. it was fun anyway.. haha... and the after dinner we had 话要说清楚... hmm... as you can see... we are supposed to learn the proper way to speak chinese.. like the pronunciation and the correct way to answer... lolx... this helps in singing too... haha... if not you will sing like jay chou.. haha... but that's his style of singing right? must respect also...^^... I like his music though.. nice!! hehe... so...that's all for that day...

sun!

hmm... had our very first singing class... wow! our teacher is really energetic... well known as chilla teacher... she is really geng... you should listen to her voice!! OMG!!! haha!! SHE IS SO DARN PRO!! lolx.. and I like the way she talks... ^^... very cute... lolx... must learn the correct way of singing d... I always use my throat to sing which is incorrect... haha.. you have to use your diaphragm to sing... and that's the correct way.. haha!! lolx wei... I have to learn anyway.. must ask karyn to help me d..xD.... I sang 一起玩.. and I raised 2 keys... lolx... the background voice like chipmuncks... haha!! damn funny lah wei... ok... that's all... and I'm really looking forward to the next singing class!! ^^... oh.. there is this really funny incident~ haha... there's this guy... hmm...he got some pitching prob... and our teacher is a female... obviously... lolx... so you know... the guy's key and the girl's key are different... so that guy couldnt sing the key that chilla teacher sang...so she asked any guy in our class can sing that pitch... and guy b popped out!! lolx... haha... he sang it correctly... and guess what... he continued to sing the whole song!! all of us was laughing like hell... he was supposed to sing that phrase only... but he keep on continuing... haha... well.. you might not get what I'm trying to say here... cuz you werent there!! my god! that was the funniest thing on that day...xD... well.. that's all... lolx

hmmm... haha... I feel like recording down all my moments and times in halo... cuz the life is really interesting... lolx... and I like the friends there... they are all very friendly...and lovable...^^... haha... but... I'm still like a siao po there... lolx... should I say hyperactive? lolx... aiks... okok... skip this part... and ignore it...lolx

watched THE A-TEAM and THE KILLERS... lolx... I like A TEAM... omg... especially that little crazy pilot!! haha... damn funny lah him... I like him...xD... and the killers... whiuwit!! the main actor is damn freaking hot!lolx... well... hot is definitely not the world I normally use... I use cute more often right... haha... but... use cute to describe him is abit off... lolx... I duno his name... I mean I cant remember...just that he's hot! lolx wei... xD... malaysia hot guys all extinct d? @@...

okok... update about today... lolx!! well.. we had dance prac... xD... from 10 to 2... haha.. finished the whole chorus... lolx... finally~ haha... and then we had lunch break at 12.30pm.. went to eat sushi...o.O... all didnt bring money... tsk tsk... I almost broke wei... lolx.. jk lah... then played piano for the whole evening...^^... damn fun... oh! I decided to sing 稻香 during keyboard class... the song is fun and the chords are easy... cuz c family... the basics... lolx!!!

ok lah... that's all lah... damn chiong hei... xD...

anyeong..^^

3rd and 4th day in halo

my blog is really really dead...

passer by : your blog is dead all the time la dik...

aiks... ya... which is true... nobody visit... so dont wanna care also..xD... just some random update... ok well... not random... just wanna share my life in halo..xD... maybe some of you might feel annoying with it...but just click the exit up there if you are not interested...^^... oh... I think I'm going to private my blog again... xD...^^...

well... it's abit late to update sat and sat stuff right now...xD... sorry... wasnt in blogging mood at that particular moment...xD....

ok... well... we had our first dancing class...^^...oh yeah! haha... Justin came taught us instead of chris...^^... he is really... well... lame+funny~ haha!! iron man...lolx wei... and no offence that... all those hip hop dancers are really really perasan... haha... anyone is with me? xD... ya... we had a fun time in dancing class..^^.. actually we learned the whole dance...whee~ very very fun... I miss my form 3 year...TT... haihz... that time I got ballet, hip hop and line dancing... damn nice... and fun... but now... I got nothing but only tuition...TT... what a sad thing... haihz... I can only start learning hip hop after spm... TT... nvm... must appreciate the dancing time in halo..xD... btw, I was sweating like mad after the class...o.O... damn.. aiks... nvm... ok... after that... we had our dinner... I mean break... with a group of friends..^^... all of us keng gai keng gai... damn fun~ lolx... ok... after that... keyboard class!! whee~ another fun time...^^... finally I know how to play piano and sing at the same time... although I know the basics only... XD... fun time... will practice more...^^... ok...that's all for sat...

hmm... sun we had some... well... also can known as... ceramah? lolx... hmm... whole day sitting there listen to 丽萍姐 and ask ques...^^... yea... learned alot of things also...^^... btw... we have to introduce ourselves AGAIN in a creative way...^^.. lolx wei... my presentation was really really funny... I mean not the kind you will laugh at what I was doing... but for me... I looked like a clown...o.O... damn embarrassing... but it was fun though...xD... others were pretty good too...^^... it was an entertaining time...^^... yeehaa~ I really love the courses... all also very fun... haha... guess what we are going to learn next? hehe... we gonna learn 身体语言 and 话要说清楚...^^... whee~ gonna learn another new thing...^^... oh...sun we gonna sing...^^... kar's teacher is teaching us I guess... looking forward to it...

ok lah... that's all for today... lolx... I WANT MONEY!!! lolx... I wanna buy a ipod classic leh...><... but it costs 979 bucks... my god... killing me wei... aiks... have to start saving money from now... HWAITING!! ^^

ok...anyeong...^^

exam over

oh yeah!! finally!! exam over!!!

damn geng... I came online immediately when I reached home... haha...cheers!! xD... hiahz... actually I can relax yest... but I got an additional sub... accs...TT... die man... I dont really know how to do... cant imbang both side...=/... nvm... I gave up on that d... xD...

actually I got ntg to share... just... EXAM OVER!! haha... nvm...ignore me...whee~although it's just midterm... but I cannot tahan the exam atmosphere... damn stress..o.O... haihz...still got trial and spm leh...TT... I dont want lah... haihz...TT

just let it be a short update... gonna watch tv kao kao!! go download now... =P...

ps.

see cf! I so good... important thing somemore... next time starbucks pls...xD...

this is really really really IMPORTANT!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUCHUN OPPA!!!

HEY MICKEY!! ^^