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oopsy... short update!!

haha... going recording studio tomorrow!! whhee~ so excited!! ^^... hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow...^^.. well... I'm gonna sing 简单.. ^^... weird... but just try my best tomorrow lah...^^...

ok... I lost my blogging mood now.. haha... just let it be a short update..^^... okiedokie...^^

anyeong...

btw... it's someone's birthday tomorrow... lolx... duh~ just wish tomorrow then.. haha... tsk tsk.. grow older d lor... wakakakaka!! ^^

argh!!!!

I'm really pissed off now... I cant keep it to myself anymore... I'm gonna explode everything here now! today! at this moment!! my god!! I know I always felt this way... but this time i really cant stand it anymore... I sure that you guys still duno what's going on with me... thought I'm insane or wtv... never realised what you guys did to me... for sure.. you will say I changed d... haha~ yeah right!! my foot!! I'm the one who changed?! you guys were the one...==...

hello~ I'm not your puppet or whatever? and I dont think I'm qualified to be one of your so called "best friends"... well... not even friends...==.... yes... I'm not as attractive as you guys... not as smart as you guys... I'm just a dumbo and doesnt belong to your world... oh yeah... I'm blind... for 5 years... wasted all my time with you guys... being a puppy... following you guys around like a noob... haha~ like I very happy right..==... of cuz you thought I'm insane now... nobody knows how I feel... I'm always the one being ignored by you guys.. I'm always the one that knows ntg... and the last one to know OF CUZ...==... I feel that I'm sooooo stupid... telling you guys everything... open to you guys.. haha~ I wont ever tell you anything anymore even if YOU dulan... only I can tell you secrets but you cant tell me yours... only you can dulan me but I cant dulan you? only I can let you see my phone but you cant let me see... only I can say sorry and I'll never get any apology from you guys... only I'm the bad one and you guys are the good ones... like I very appreciate these kind of treatment?

I'm not mad or unhappy with the incident... ==... honestly I'm really happy to see this happen... but what I'm really mad is because I didnt know anything... you guys didnt even tell me... like "ah~ yevon know duno also nvm one lah~"... ==... even when you want to tell me... you go ask kar to tell me...not you yourself... keep saying...oh kar also know mah... tell her la tell her la... wow... so afraid to tell me right... like I will kill you if you were the one telling me...==... yes! I really dulan now! I know why jac left our gang... and I know exactly how she felt that time... she was ignored by us... so do I...

haha... so... this is well known as the.... what? friendship? MY FOOT!! five years of best friends? all fake one... ==...

yes... I really cannot stand my anger anymore... I'm not a dead volcano... I'm still very active...and will explode any moment... I wont private my blog this time... and let you guys read... last time I dont dare to scold you guys in here... and now I dare... know why? last time I still hoping that you guys might change... but I was totally wrong... and I wont hope on that anymore? I scared when I post this out we might not like each other... maybe cant be friends also... but I wont think so much now...==...

if you guys think that I'm wrong and you are right... wow~ just go ahead... I dont care...==...

so this is the so called "" haha~ five years of friendship~"... very insulting right...==

halo k? xD

wow... I know I know... damn dead right... whee~ xD... ok... back here to update again.. lolx... just feel like updating about yest...^^...

whee~ had exam yest... and I was the pianist... walao... I was so darn nervous that I thought I might play the wrong chord... but everything went smoothly...^^... quite satisfied with our performance... ^^... I like the song... small case...^^... vianz is really talented... I love her~ whee~ xD... ok... our exam started at 3pm and ended at around 5... very fast right... only 7 groups mah... sure lah... lolx... so after that... all of us planned to go the curve to sing k... but they changed their mind at last and went to sg.wang instead...=/... quite far right... I was asking for permission from my mum... surprisingly she let me go... but only the transport problem that troubling me...==... damn wt* right... ==... how I hope I can drive now... can go anywhere I want...==... like last fri... malam bakat... I was forced to take cab to kdu cuz no transport... stupid shit! =/... wasted 6 bucks... aiks...TT... cry die me lah...haihz... okok... this isn't the right time to talk about this... oh well... luckily one of my halo friend, eqi can fetch me home... I love her soooo much... haha... she live in the same area as me... I'm glad to have a friend that live near me...^^... XOXO... lolx...xD.... okok... well... we booked 3 rooms and we got around 20 ppl... haha~ fun wei... keep running here and there... lolx... sang quite a number of songs...^^... all damn pro in singing wei... but I was practically screaming all the time... aha... especially while singing balloons... cant help it... sinki mah... my hubby...xD... ok... there was this guy... his voice sounds exactly like JJ... I was like..o.O... wow... haha... damn pro... all very pro lah... and another guy kept covering his face when I was recording them singing... funny wei~ yest was fun anyway... but time flies... me and eqi had to go back at 9pm as we got school the next morning... but I still skipped school today... cuz I was tooo tired... haha...sorry~ lolx~ it was fun anyway...^^

ok lah~ that's all for yest... hmm... I dont think I will update anything about mb... too long winded... haha... but it was a fun night anyway... but too bad... someone took my hat... hiahz... and it costs 20 bucks... sam tong...TT... aiks...

anyeong...^^