Bad mood?!

today is really my bad day... haiz...
nothing bad had actually happened...
just that I'm in bad mood condition these days..Zzz...
I dont feel like talking, texting, onlining, reading or whatever...
just feel...so..lost? lost in nowhere...and cant find my way out..TT...
I know I'd blogged about my bad mood in my last few posts..
but it's true..I couldnt help myself...
everything turns so badly that I couldnt ever imagine...
how I hope I could forget everything when the sun rises the next morning...
how badly I want to get rid of it...out of sight.. out of mind...
but seems like my brain cant understands my words...

miracles?!
what does that mean?
hopeful? hopeless?
it is actually depends on you...
everyone has diff theory about it...
but...for me...
I'm still thinking that miracles do no exist in my life...

well...
when everything has come to an end...
it is time to say goodbye...
let it go...
let it be...
no regrets...
no worries...

as I always say...
everything goes on how it should be...
we cant stop anything from happenning...
so just let the god to decide our destiny...

p.s.
hope I wont be blogging over my sad feelings after this post...^^
hope I will turn back to the cheerful...siao siao me?!...^^
but I'm still hoping miracles could happen in my life...
although I still dont believing it...><

I just dont love you no more~

I just realised I posted 3 posts in a day on 25th aug?! o.O...but of cuz..diff time la?lolx..these days are really driving me nuts..my god..siez..Zzz... why h1n1? haiz..no more outing with friends...yest is the only day I went out...sienz.. ==...

Know what? I'm suppose to sit in my tuition centre now...but...Zzz...I need help my dad to 'work'..so...end up I need to skip the tuition which I dont really want to...now..I need to face the comp for duno how many hours just to print out all his stuff...It might take 4 to 5 hours to finish up all these printings..Zz..my god...Zzz..sien... I hate this hols!! TT..I miss school days..I miss my friends too althought I just saw them yest? haha..but schooling is fun...dont you think so? xD

actually I'm in bad mood these days...I duno why? just feel sad without knowing the reason? maybe the only reason is too sien...that's why I'm here bloging...haha...I seldom update my blog one...but since I got ntg to do...so just update la...actually blogging is quite fun..it's a nice place to express your own feelings..

oh...there's a song I wanna share it out here...and that is...Dont love you no more by Craig David.. I feel so comfortable and relax when listening to this song...it just make me feels so...nice..^^.. the lyrics ok la...but I like this 3 lines...

I guess this time it really is goobye

you made it clear when you said

I just dont love you no more...

btw..you can check this song in my music box...^^...
tata~

Movies day...^^

Hey yo! I'm back here to update my blog..lolx!! damn sien la...what a boring hols...Zzz...I thought hols should be fun..but this term...totally terbalik...Zzz...sien sien sien....==...

ohya..let me make this clear..lolx...actually my last post was pointless...just suddenly think of miracles? then just simply write?! since I was sooo damn freaking sien...==... lol...you guys think too much la? what are you guys suspecting at? Zzz...but it's true that I wasnt in a good mood that night...thanks hy! thanks kar! thanks for cheering me up..^^...but I still support my point...I really dont believe in miracles..I'm more on facts...hehe..^^...so yea...^^... oh! need to mention another friend here...hehe...he's kind tho...^^...thanks for cheering me up..shaun..^^..is that the correct spelling? lolx...paiseh...thanks for the drawings too...It really helps..aligatogaizaimas...^^

Aha! todays outing was ok?! well..to me...duno? maybe I was over excited on the day before...so I wasnt in mood today? my mind went blank and dreaming all the time...duno what I was thinking? haha...sot sot dei one me... haha..

actually we had extra class this morning... organized by mr.pek ( our new physics teacher...hmm...he's really young man...==)...but thanks to him...if not I wont be going out with you guys today..xD...let's just make this short...haha...try to cut out some stupid parts...XD...well...we watched 2 movies in a row...haha...at cineleisure...both movies also 18 and above...surprisingly all of us get to walk into the cinema? haha...that ppl didnt check properly nia..xD..or we really look that mature? Zzz...nvm...aiya... let's just talk about the movies...XD

orphan- well..this movie...not bad? but a bit boring? haha...actually I was expecting something really really really scary...but it doesnt seems that SCARY...haha...but I did jumped..and scared...XD...paiseh...luckily I wasnt sitting on the side places...TT...I bet I will scream and run away...lolx...jkjk...XD...

dance flick - hmm...this movie...quite lame? I mean very lame...haha...it is actually a combination of diff movies...watch till I kelam kabut... the movie was short tho... Zzz...nvm...

ok...think I'll have to stop here...another long post again...Zzz...btw...I forgot to mention who are the ones went...haha...got me, hy and wy of cuz...Zzz...oh...mh, cf, ze and sj (the well known gay group)...lolx... ok...stop right now...tata...anyeong...^^

oo...wait wait..before that...I wanna share a pic here...hehe...as u know..I'm a tvxq freak...what to do? they are hot man...cant stop myself from loving them...XD...I know I'm abit over reacted..just ignore me..will you? lol

OMG..isnt he sezy...XD...I love this pic man..XD

p.s. Hey ppl! This is a thursday, 27th aug 09 post...sorry for posting it late...XD...paiseh

Miracles?!

Do you believe in miracles?
well..I dont...
but..sometimes I do...
For me..
miracle happens when something impossible turns possible?
this never happen on me..
never...not even once...
whenever I hoped something..
it never came true...haiz...

lets just hope miracles do exist? ^^
but everything goes on how it should be...^^...
so dont think too much..
enjoy yourself everyday...
every moment..^^

Tagged by Karyn and Hui Yien..lol...^^

what's your..
1 Last beverage : chinese tea?
2 Last phone call : mummy
3 Last text message: karyn
4 Last song you listened to : You are not alone
5 Last time you cried : hmm...yest night? lol
have u ever :
6 Dated someone twice : not even once. XD
7 Been cheated on : nope
8 Kissed someone and regretted it : i still have my first kiss...^^
9 Lost someone special : nope
10 Been depressed : dont really know. haha
11 Been drunk and threw up : nah..Zz
three favourite colour :
12 red
13 white
14 black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)
15 Made a new friend : Yes
16 Fallen out of love : er.. yea.
17 Laughed until you cried : Yes
18 Met someone who changed you : duno?
19 Found out who were your true friend : Yes
20 Found out someone was talking about you : Yes
21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list : nah...XD
22 How many people on your friend list do you know in real life : erm. i only link those i know
23 How many kids do you want to have : allah? how I know? let the god decide.XD
24 Do you have any pets : nope...><
35 Most visited webpage : MYTVXQZONE
36 Whats your real name : Ng Yevon
37 Nicknames : Yevon?! lol
38 Relationship Status : single..=X
39 Zodiac sign : virgo
40 Male or female : female la..of cuz..XD
41 Elementary? : desa jaya
42 Middle School? : SMKBUD(4)
43 High school/college? SMKBUD(4)
44 Hair colour : black
45 Long or short : long
46 Height : 16OCM?! not sure... T.T
47 Do you have a crush on someone? : hmm...yeah...=X
48 What do you like about yourself? : no idea?! lol
49 Piercings : ears
50 Tattoos : no
51 Righty or lefty : Right
FIRSTS :
52 First surgery : not even once?! lol
53 First piercing : standard 1 i think
54 First best friend : Joyi..XD
55 First sport you joined : is dancing counted as a sport? think so..XD
56 First vacation : thailand? think so...
57 First pair of trainers : er.. how i know? LOL
RIGHT NOW :
57 Eating : no
58 Drinking : no
59 I'm about to : sleep?! lolx
60 Listening : songs
61 Waiting : sun rise
YOUR FUTURE :
62 Want kids? : told ya..let the god decide..^^
63 Get Married? : ya?! lolx
64 Career? : something related to music..XD
WHICH IS BETTER :
65 Lips or eyes : eyes
66 Hugs or kisses : hugs
67 Shorter or taller : taller
68 Older or Younger : better if same age. haha
69 Romantic or spontaneous : romantic
70 Nice stomach or nice arms : nice arms
71 Sensitive or loud : half
72 hook up or relationship : relationship
73 Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble maker..xD
HAVE YOU EVER :
74 Kissed a stranger : of cuz not...Zzz
75 Drank Hard Liquor : no no no
76 Lost glasses/contacts : no
77 Sex on first date : eww.. I dont even have my first date..even if I do..I wont...Zzz..
78 Broken someone's heart : err...think so?! ><
79 Been arrested : no
80 Turned someone down : yes
81 Cried when someone died : nope..I didnt..but I feel sad? haiz...
82 Fallen for a friend? : yes
83 At the end, you need to choose 15 people (girls n boys) to be tagged and list their names.
-wenyi
-abi
-vikki
-zoey
-anyone else la..XD...

My 10th post?! lolx...

finally~ finally~ my 10th post..haha... actually it's quite hard for me to get 10 posts..lazy update mah...unlike kar's...fuiyoh...100 posts d...pro pro..XD..hehe...
oh~Everybody good morning!! it's 2.30 am now!! wakaka...damn early!! hols...dont wanna become early bird..wanna change to owl d..XD...nah...kinda hyper here...duno why also? I cried this afternoon..well not really cry..just...sad?emo? I've no idea what I was thinking...my mind went blank while listening to "you are not alone" and one japanese song... haiz...duno what's wrong with me these days..quite emotional... yest I cried too..there's a fan made vid..about shinki..of cuz..XD...quite touched...I cried when chang min says
5 - 1=0!!

동방신기!Always Keep The Faith!! ^^...

DONG BANG SHIN KI!! AZA AZA HWAITING!!

Ok..let's change to another topic..^^...I'm addicted to online games lately...haha...sdo and sa...sot sot d..sdo still ok...cuz it's a dancing game..but..sa...fuiyoh...I really suckz at it..my god..duno how to aim..let ppl kill only nia..Zzz..today played with cf, dan and andrew...izzit andrew? aiya..cant really remember d...let ppl kill till blur blur dei tim...haha.. eveytime 100% KO! lolx... so I hide only...but still get killed...Zzz...nvm...the game is nice anyway..just that i dont like being the one who get killed everytime?...lolx...AIM!! AIM!! AIM!! SHOOT!! SHOOT!! SHOOT!! lolx...siao d...
actually me and hy are planning to play sdo now...but duno why everybody is busy over blogging? haha...update? change layout? haha...oh yeah! I lost all my links and chatbox after changing my layout...haiz...TT...need to relink and do all those unnessary stuff...haiz... nvm ba...
aiya..dont want to write anymore...wanna do tag ques now..hehe..^^... btw, wy! I agreed with you! want to improve eng d... damn broken...like what pn.lee used to say...chinglish...lolx

^^!! Alway Keep the Faith!! ^^

^^!! Alway Keep the Faith!! ^^

As you can see...I didnt update this thingy for...err...one month? haha..but who cares...XD...lazy update la...nothing to write...eventhough there's something for me to write...I still dont...feel like...errr...updating it? haha...just leave it dead la...haha... Maybe Sometimes I will update? XD...

Know what? It's 6.15 am now!!! wohoo~ and I'm still here...blogging...XD... now quite sot and blur blur...haha...yest I was damn tired wei!!! can you imagine that I actually stapled 2k pcs of docs? and repeated the same movements for 2k times? my god...my neck and my back!! TT...hy! you must help me massage d...XD...damn tired... but I still came online yest midnight..for what? to post my ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH drawing in shinki forum.. there...there...thats the one...XD...well I posted it here too...hehe...I wrote it myself wei...XD...it's simple though...but it took me 8 to 10 mins to finish this...haha...cuz I was rushing to help my dad to.."work" aka staple..xD...so yea.. I rmb yest I off my comp one...but think I pressed the wrong thing...haha...I pressed restart I think...and I went to sleep immeadiately after pressing it...so...haha...I was so shocked when I woke up this morning...blur la blur la...XD...that's me..blur all the time...nvm.. aiya...need to go down now...XD...maybe one month or 2 months later? you will see a new post here? or maybe just take one or 2 days or 1 week for me to update my blog? haah...nvm la...I dont care..eh eh eh eh eh..I dont care..eh eh eh eh eh...XD...