I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if u leave me

But I do do feel

That I do do will

Miss u much

Miss u much

Big Big world... <3

This is my favourite song... ^^... I feel so touched everytime I listen to this song.. I even feel like crying...^^.. feel so warm and calm after listening to this song... big big world... haha... damn long didnt listen to this song d lu... yest at station one listened this song...^^... nice! ^^... haha...

well.. update about yest... hmm... went to halo at 11am... wow... damn early right...xD... haha...and reached home at 11pm too... nice timing..ngam ngam 10 hours... lolx!! xD... and I got exam on the following day.. not bad huh~ xD... I burned the midnight oil...and I only slept for one hour... actually not good for health... but no choice... I must at least read something before I sit for exam..cant just walk in with a completely blank mind...xD... aiks... drank coffee just to keep myself awake.. it works anyway... haha...and luckily I got someone to text and call with... ahah.. KARYN!! lolx... she studied with me... haha.. my phone bill sure very expensive.. we kept calling each other..@@... phone-study... haha!! xD... ok... I'm really lame... I know I know...@@...

pls...excuse me for awhile... I feel like updating something... but lazy to translate to english... so I just use chinese to type out!! haha...^^... first time typing chinese essay in my bloggie huh~ not bad... ^^...

看看！转回来华语了..说真的有点不习惯...很少打华语拉...^^...可以进步一下我的华语...哈哈...对了！我也忘了我想说什么了..哈哈...

达达,虽然我很少跟你说话...也没跟你合作过...不过我真的希望你不要放弃阿...只剩下一个月了...我们应该珍惜我们能够拥有的快乐时光...应该尽情享受...别这么低估自己..要相信自己...你的声音很好听啊...很独特...你也会写词阿..你还会设计..你还可以当导演阿..童话梦幻的故事很好看啊...^^...不要放弃！一起加油! 虽然我不是很会用言语来表达... 也不是很会安慰别人... 不过我们大家都会很想念你...所以坚持吧！一起燃烧我们这剩下一个月的美好时光吧...看到那天大家都依依不舍的..搞得我也很伤心...今天考试的时候看看手上还有你写给我的韩文...就会很想跟你说要加油！不要放弃..我还认为它能够带好运给我啊... 哈哈...

昨天真的很开心...我喊你也跟着喊...大家一起喊...最回喊的两个竟然坐在一起...@@...我看原本没吓到的人都会被我们的叫声吓倒吧..哈哈...真的很开心...第一次跟这么多海螺的朋友一起出来看戏...还差点忘了另一天还有考试...回到家睡了一个小时又爬起来读书了..@@...而且那一小时也没睡好...不过我也没埋怨或是后悔..我反而很开心能够跟你们出来...^^...真的是一个很难忘的一天！^^...

well... guess that's all for today... ^^.. oops...back to english... haha...^^... time to bed..nite nite...^^

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back to update again..^^... ok... I finally got the blogging mood now... haha... phew...^^... will update oftenly...><.... haha...

okok... yeah!! tmrw public holiday... got 3 more days to study... haha... but I'm not going to study... I'm not a nerd...as you can see... lolx... well... today's paper was pretty bad...><... my chem paper gg d... haha!! I duno how to do... just simply crap crap crap... I finished the paper quite early...lolx...know why? cuz I dont know how to do...and I wont check my ans... cuz I dont even what the hell I'd written...><... so just let it be lah... haha... phew... but mod maths was quite ok..^^.. hmm... but ah... stupid... I drew the line wrongly... gek sei me...==... and forgot to put all... haihz... 5 to 6 marks fly away d... ==... mm song lorr.. haihz...><... fine fine fine... this time exam my mod maths not counted in my purata also... haihz... ><...

well... still got what to update leh... hmm...oh... went to prac just now... at jeff's office... lolx... not bad... finished the chorus part d..^^... hooray!! kinda fun...^^... my mind is full of wedding dress now...and taeyang!! my god... why is he so cool and sexy...><.. like what jeff said.. he's born to dance...^^... which I'm strongly agree with...Hooray!! lolx...

arghh...!! CNblue maybe coming to Malaysia this year... end of the year...><...SPM ah..TT... I hope they are coming but after my spm or before it!! I must go to support them!! ><... they are my idol wei!! but TVXQ is still the best!! ^^.. haha... and they are sooooooo cute!! especially yonghwa! ^^... fell in love with him when I first saw him in the drama...><...

LOVE LOVE LOVE!! EVERYBODY CLAP CLAP... haha...

fine... I duno what to update anymore... if I continue writing... it will be a bunch of craps... the whole page will be filled up with korea!! korea!! korea!! TVXQ! TVXQ! TVXQ! ><...

okok... time to ciao... my thumb numb d...==.. kinda hard to type... but I still can type very fast...haha!! praising myself... lolx!! ><... ok...anyeong...^^

exam...==

yoyoyo! Time to update my bloggy..^^..xD...

okok... yest was my chinese birthday.. 16-7.. I didnt know until my parents told me about it... hmm... ntg special happened... just like a normal day..^^.. but I'm happy! know what? my dad purposely go boil eggs for me... xD... kinda touched...^^... that's the best egg I've eaten in my life... I love you daddy... but too bad.. mum wasnt at home.. she went out with her friends to celebrate her friend's birthday..><... she had sushi as her dinner... and came back quite late... didnt get to see her cuz I went to sleep quite early... hehe... see..I'm awake at this time to study..><.. gonna burn the "early-morning" oil... haha.. wth is that? ><... haihz... I didnt study at all...again.. haihz... I gave up on my trials... I know how important is this to me...><.. but... nvm lah.. I'm not gonna apply college on jan... or scholarship..><.. I dont even know what I want to study after this... aiks.. but will do my best in SPM.. of course...><.. must start study d ah!! haihz... not much time left... I'm soooooooo dead... 神啊！救救我吧！><...

okok... this is random enough... hey...I thought I should be studying now...><.. why am I still here blogging... aiks... just cant concentrate lah...><.. dont care d... just go through everything only...><... gonna sit for chemistry and mod maths later...hmm... chemistry I mou ngan tai d...><... sure...gg... mod maths... I duno...><... no confidence for this time... as I always sleep in the class..><... didnt listen to teacher... anything lah... just hope all the best to me k... haha... although I dont care much about it... haihz... but still... nvm...^^... just try my best... Aza Aza hwaiting!! =D

haihz...

ok... another new update... lolx... I'm such a loser...><... aiks... I just cant put things in order.. and cant manage my time properly...><... everything is in a mess now... ><...

I cant focus on studies...><... bad singing...><... arghh!! haihz... I'm sucks.. such a loser...

I need someone to cheer me up...><... yes.. I'm in a really really bad mood... down...><...

I really scared that I cant do well on sat... ><... how worry I am... although I dont take it as a exam... and imagine it as a performance... but I still want to try my best... no regrets... maybe I just give myself too much pressure? ><... arghh~ what should I do now? nanun otoke? ><

2 hours later...

no no!! I cant give up!! ^^... gambadeh!! just try your very best k!! hwaiting!! =D

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dang dang!! time to update my blog!! ^^... ohwell...

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argh~ what should I update? kinda speechless here.. not kinda should be very speechless~

my blog damn dead wei...@@... but not as dead as last time... hey! at least I update k..><...

why am I talking to myself... siao siao d...

arghh... my brain is not functioning now... blur blur plus sot sot...

just feel like updating... but duno what to update...

ok..this is random...

arghh!

I duno wth am I typing now...@@...

ciaos~

anyeong..^^...